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    Constellations: Chapter 20- Losing Oneself

     

    It’s down to this
    I’ve got to make this life make sense
    And now I can’t tell what I’ve done

    And now again I’ve found myself
    So far down, away from the sun
    That shines to light the way for me

     

    But still, it was one thing she took for granted in her old life. Now, she no longer had it. So she’d allow herself to cry. Just this once, and after this…she’d never cry again until she moved to a new life (which she knew would never happen). And she did, she let herself cry. She cried to the hights of the heavens and the depths of hell. She cried to the mediocrity of earth, and her own stupidity.

     

    It’s down to this
    I’ve got to make this life make sense
    And now I can’t tell what I’ve done

    And now again I’ve found myself
    So far down, away from the sun
    That shines to light the way for me

     

    She then saw a man walk towards her. He was in a nice suit and was a bit shorter than her. She backed away, but he kept coming closer.

     

    Man: Well hey there cutie. What’s wrong? Oh I won’t hurt you. I’m here to help you.

     

    Alex: Who are you?

     

    The man smiled and extended his hand.

     

    Man: I’m Harry. I help out kids like you. How’d you like a job?

                                                                                                               

    Alex: You’re joking.

     

    Man: No, why don’t you step into the light so I can see your face?

     

    Alex obeyed.

     

    Man: Oh my GHAWD, Shane McCutcheon. It’s like been foreves!

     

    Alex: I’m not.

     

    Man: Oh boy, you’re looking for work?

     

    Alex ignored her thought from before and nodded.

     

    Man: Do I have some clients for you!

     

    Alex: Oh umm, I don’t have clippers with me. I um sold them to buy…a poncho.

     

    Man: Clippers? Oh no silly, not hairdressing, tricking! Here, lets get out of this rain.

     

    Alex followed the man into his car. She was almost ready to run. She reminded herself, this is her life. SO she stayed, and looked the man straight in the eye as he smiled and drove off.

     

    Oh no…
    Yeah…

     

    Alice laid in Alex bed that night, listening to the distant cries coming from her friends’ bed room. The memories lay fresh in her mind as she looked around. God she missed her. Her cologne was still fresh in the room from when she sprayed it that morning, and her pillow smelled like her hair gel and shampoo. Alice was dying in this bedroom. She craved that warm body next to hers. Right now, she would do anything for Alex’s warm, safe arms to wrap around her and make her feel comforted and loved, the way only her arms could do. She was only half a person.

     

    Oh no…
    Yeah…

     

     

    Alex looked out the window and say two ghosts-her and Alice- walk by hand in hand as they passed The Planet. She moved her gaze beside her, to Harry, then forward. That was the past, lets worry about the future.

     

    I’m Gone!

     

     

     

     

     

     

    A/N: And that was the final chapter to Pt. 2 of this fic. The song is Away From the Sun by 3 Doors Down. I hope you all enjoyed. Keep an eye out for the 3rd and finale part of this fic. It won’t be out right away, but I won’t take THAT long to write it! Thanks so much for sticking with this story and PM me with any ideas for the story!

     

     

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    1. alex and shane are so alike I just hope that they find her in time and that alex will listen to what alice will have to say please post soon can’t wait to see what will happen next I love it great update

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