Dear Diary,

Wow it’s been a long time since I have written in here.  Work got crazy with the number of scripts that now come across my desk and anytime I am not working I am with Bette.  Most importantly I have decided that it’s time to come out to my coworkers at Alphaville, after I have been officially dating Bette for two months now this Friday and it’s time.  Granted my secretary/assistant Jamie figured out whom Bette was to me after ‘the Eric incident’ but she has been close-lipped and no one else knows.

Dear Diary,

Well that went better than I expected, but we are in liberal LA but still I had no negative reactions to my coming out at work.  As I said Jamie already knew so that made it easier with one less person to figure out how to tell.  I just decided to not make a big deal over it and just tell them about my girlfriend Bette.  I had contemplated making a big announcement but chose to keep it low key after all it’s not really a big deal but I just didn’t feel like I needed to hide who I was any longer.  I was so nervous about their reactions, enough so that I cried on Bette’s shoulder last night for over an hour, but thankfully all of my nervousness was for nothing.

Dear Diary,

I just woke up from a very vivid dream; Bette was standing on a beach in a white designer suit barefoot with her sister standing beside her, and was looking back at me with her smile beaming like the morning light.  I think I just dreamt our wedding day.  I guess the fact we celebrated out two month anniversary tonight affected my dreams.  The funniest thing about that dream is that I had always pictured myself getting married in the church that my parent’s still go to while surrounded by my friends and family.  Now all I can picture when I think of getting married is my fiancé and I standing on a beach with just a few people with us.

Then the dream moved forward to the “you may kiss your bride part” and Bette moved closer to me and we kissed in a passionate/meant to be/crazy in love kind of way.  It was then that I woke up and I realized even more that beyond the shadow of a doubt that I am meant to spend the rest of my life with Bette.