“That wasn’t very nice”

“My rules”

“My house” she challenged, reaching for me again, this time I succumbed to her needs as she began to unbutton my blouse slowly but I could tell she was losing the battle, she was losing patience “fuckin’ buttons” she cursed. I just giggled at her before planting small kisses on her neck down to the valley of her breasts and as she finally got the last button she let out a deep sigh of frustration, pulling it off and throwing it, I raised myself slightly, throwing my head back as I felt her mouth attach to my neck region. I never thought I would feel this way again.

I began tugging at the hem of the tank top she was wearing, I needed it off. I wanted to tear it off with my mouth but hands would  be faster. She must have known because the next thing she leaned onto her elbows and threw it over her head, my hand cupping her sex, even though her pyjama bottoms, I could feel how wet she was.

“Bette” she whimpered my name, reaching behind me and unhooking my bra “God your beautiful baby” she shook her head in disbelief. Our eyes meeting again, I knew she was deep in thought

“Hey…what is it?”

“I love you. I.. just love you so much”

Playing with her hair, caressing her forehead, I didn’t know if I should answer her. Of course I loved her but it wasn’t that easy for me to say. I rested my head in her neck, I wanted to cry, and she just held me close.

“You should go, Bette”

“Can’t I just stay here?” I wasn’t sure I could move. The mood had changed so much in just a short while. The emotions of the evening had finally taken its toll on me “Just until you fall asleep?”

“So you don’t have to say goodbye to me again?” I could tell she was furious, who wouldn’t be? I had gone from hot to cold in seconds. She knew me too well to let me make love to her without any qualms “I am not your doormat”

“I know that” Rolling off her “And I’m sorry”

“What happened? Something made you come here tonight”