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    Drowning 27

    Story written on November 19, 2005 by lucia.
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    Until that moment, Julia hadn’t realized the possible duality a person could have within herself. Chris was truly two different people. She was both Chris, wonderful mother to Cara and friend as well as Tina, Bette’s partner. When you saw the two of them together, there was no denying the obvious connection. It was palpable. A person could look at them and feel their history and emotion. That however, didn’t make it seem right to Julia.

     

    When Julia looked at Chris she saw Chris. To Julia, that was reality. That was her reality for the last couple of years and the idea of giving up on that image saddened her. Julia could get used to the idea of Chris being called Tina, though it was really odd. But the idea of Chris being Tina, Bette’s partner, it was like the last few years that Chris spent trying to heal herself were for nothing. It nullified the relationship that she and Julia shared. So much of the relationship had been founded with Julia being there to help Chris learn to live again. So much time was in hearing the stories, in holding Chris when she cried. To laugh with her again, it had been a while since Chris laughed. To support her and remind her that she is worth love and that she deserved happiness. Real happiness, complete happiness. To watch her go backwards to Bette, would just make all of that foundation go away, it would make it obsolete.

     

    Julia was ok with the idea that she and Chris would never be more than the good friends they were today, but for some reason, she couldn’t accept the idea of Tina and Bette together. That was too much to handle. All she kept doing to keep her sanity was reminding herself that love should be selfless. If she truly loved Chris as she believed she did, she would have to support Chris and any decisions she made. She would have to accept and smile that Bette and Tina were once again Bette and Tina. If Chris was happy being Tina, then Julia had to be happy for her. Anything less would put conditions on the love. And love wasn’t meant to be conditional.

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    1. someone told you your chapters are too long?? May i emphatically disagree? i’m wracking my brain trying to figure out WHAT Dana has done- i got nothing. post soon! i also want to find out what happened with Tina and Bette. congratulations!

    2. Yay, you’re back and with a prize :D congratulations!, I like that Dana needs grown up. Waiting your next post and trying to guess what Dana has done.

    3. Congratulations on the award… thanks for the chapter..I for one like long chapters…Alice and Dana so cute, Bette and Tina what is going on with these two and will Julia ever get the chance to show or tell Tina how she feels about her? I hope so….Thank you Lucia.

    6. Yeah you updated. great chapter so well written and congats on the award. Please post soon i want juwia and chris together pwease pwetty pwease lol. and what has dana done? i am so curious.

    7. Congratulations on the award! And thanks for updating even though you’ve been really busy. Now who said your chapters are too long? You can write an 100 pages and people will read them happily. When are you going to give up the rest of Dana’s secret? Great update!

    8. I love this as i have from the start and I can’t wait to see what happens next but I do hope that it all ends well for alice and dana please post soon

    9. Great chapter, and I agree with capes not your chapters are not too long. You can make them over 10 pages and I’ll still be hanging onto every word. Congrats on the award, you deserve it and it warms my heart everytime I see a danish writer win one. And so far they really have picked another of the best. Great job once again, and can’t wait for the next chapter.

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