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    Story written on April 6, 2010 by str8yesterday.
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    Chapter 5

    Since both of these questions had a 7% chance of giving me a desired response, I decided to go with “Tina, should I leave?” This ultimately could have a 0% success rate. But I went with it despite my uncertainties.

    I did not receive any response. She just sat there as if any movement or sound would alter the earth’s rotation on its axis. Little did she know, my heart was on the verge of blowing me to pieces, so in the end, the rotation of the earth did not mean shit to me.

    “Tina?” I said her name with force, with desperation wrapped in doubt.

    She finally looked at me, really looked at me. I could feel her eyes studying me as if I were one of her tests she had to pass for law school. I felt like she was learning me all over again, like she had forgotten me or hadn’t used me in awhile, we were getting reacquainted.

    “Tina, do you want me to go?” I asked her again, because frankly, this whole visual examination was making me nervous. I was afraid she would find something that she hadn’t seen before, something she wouldn’t like, something she couldn’t love.

    I begin the motions of a high speed get away, and suddenly I feel my arm being pulled from my body. “Sit down Bette!” She says this with a hint of threat on her breath, like alcohol on an alcoholic’s breath. I know that sitting is my only option. I sit and finally my arm is reunited with the rest of my body. I rub my shoulder, but in reality I am thankful for the pain. It is a distraction from the pain that has been slowing building in my stomach and made its way up to my chest. I wish I could throw it up, like poisoned food, or a virus. I could rid it from my body and be healed.

    Who the fuck am I kidding? If only love were that easy to discard. Without love there would be no broken hearts, with no broken hearts there would no violence, and with no violence there would be no war, and with no war beauty queens could no longer wish for world peace and then their existence would be redundant. And where would the world be without beauty queens?

    My mind is speaking loudly and rapidly during this silence. I cannot control the volume. I just want to turn it off. Through all the noise I hear her say my name. I look up to see Tina staring at me with new eyes. What is it that makes her eyes look so different?

    “To answer your question, no I don’t want you to leave; I never want you to leave.”

    What does she mean? What is the meaning behind these words that she chose to leave her mouth? The word ‘never’ in particular grabs my attention. It is floating in the air above me, calling to me taunting me, but I will not let it fool me. I will not grab it and bring it down to become a part of me. Not until I know its true identity. I, more than anyone know how to put up a front and be someone that I am not. Does this word share in my crime?

    I open my mouth to speak; to ask Tina to reveal her truth. Just as the question was born and was preparing to enter the world, it was shot down never to be heard. I see Tina put her hand up, her hand, the culprit in the murder of my question. Her hand, which said so many things to me in this moment……it said, stop….don’t speak….hold me……hold me.

    “Bette, please, I think you have said enough tonight. It is my turn to talk and your turn to just sit there and hear every……last….word that I have to say.  So, are you ready?”

    I reach out and take hold of her hand. “Are we ready?”

     

     

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    6. OMG, I don’t believe you stopped there. Hope you will post really soon, really want to know what Tina is thinking and about to say. Hope she doeesn’t break Bette’s heart. From her statement… “I never want you to leave,” sounds that she may feel the same towards Bette. At least I hope. Thanks for posting. PPVS

    7. OMG if there ever was a tease this was one. I feel like it’s a payback for my last tease ugh!!!! What did she say??? (in a little whining voice)

    8. OMG, WHAT THE HELL? How can u leave us like that, can’t believe it lol. Damn that was good and Im so into it and then bam nothing on the page 3 lol. Please post more, thanks!

    13. Oh what a spin Bette’s in. I love all the free flowing emotions all gummed up and spitting out. The beauty queen question I will have to ponder awhile. Great writing I was right there with Bette waiting on Tina’s answer. Please have it come soon

    18. what the $&&^#@%, that was not a nice way to end this chapter.So I am going to press the back key and then select this story again. Hopefully the rest of the missing pages will reappear and if not I am going to bed. Hoping that when I wake the rest of the pages will be there.Great but all too short chapter.Thanks for posting.

    20. I’m never tired of reading this story again & again. It’s always at the last page that i’m secretly praying that the “next post by this author” will be available! :D I can’t wait for this, please post soon. This story is so interesting and funny! You can write so well.

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