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    Story written on March 7, 2010 by str8yesterday.
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    As soon as I laid eyes on the envelope I knew it was from her, I would recognize her handwriting anywhere.

    Sometimes you can tell what mood she is in by the color of her eyes. They are always more blue when she has been crying, and they are green with a touch of brown when she is angry. I have seen her angry eyes more times than I care to admit. I had become really good at making her angry. And, it would turn out I would become equally good at making her cry. When she cries I always sing her this Willie Nelson song called “Blue Eyes Crying in the Rain”, and it would make her laugh.  Now that is a sound I could never grow tired of. Her laugh, her laugh, her laugh. What can I say about it? When she laughs I feel so complete. I never took that saying “You complete me” seriously. I actually thought it was corny and quite ridiculous. How could another person complete you? How naive I was.

    That summer spent with Tina opened my eyes and my heart. I didn’t think I could love her any more than I already did. I had slowly started to fall in love with her and realized that she was the missing piece that would fill my void forever. This realization came with so much heart ache. I would never be complete. Tina could never be mine. Not in the sense that my heart and my body wanted. I made a decision, a decision that might as well have been the death of me. I would never let Tina know of my feelings for her, or my feelings for women. I was too afraid of losing her. I wanted her in my life, and I would take would I could get.

    So, here I am 5 years later still living with that dreadful decision. Tina graduated from law school and I graduated with a degree in criminology. We both moved near our home town and over the last 6 months have spent pretty much every day together, minus the last 5 weeks. I have seen Tina in action in the court room, and she was born for this. It makes me so proud to see her succeed. She couldn’t wait to show me her office. As soon as I entered all I saw was the desk and what I wanted to do to her on that desk. She rocks a pencil skirt and heels every day much to my detriment. Knowing now that we will be living close to each other has become a real complication. I decided 5 weeks ago that our time together needed to be cut back significantly. So I have conveniently been busy and unavailable to her, but she refuses to leave my mind or my dreams. She also refuses to quit calling me and trying to invade my personal space.

    As I am sitting here with this invitation in my hand I have decided that decisions are full of shit as am I. I have had enough! I will go to Tina’s house warming and I will free myself of this prison of my making. I will confess my feelings and hope with all my empty heart that she doesn’t throw me out of the house that I helped her find.

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    12. Welcome to the Fan Fiction part of the site. It is always a joy to find new folks sharing their creativity, and I can tell you that it is always refreshing to have more choices for readers. Thank you…and for the record, don’t doubt yourself. ;-)

    22. Wow, I’m hooked already. Can’t wait to see what happens when Bette confesses. She sure doesn’t do things halfway….it might have been nice to let Tina know she’s gay first and then spring the rest on her but that just wouldn’t be Bette.

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