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    Everything and Nothing: 12.) Dark Window

    Story written on April 16, 2005 by november.
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    “‘Fucking untie me,’ she hisses.”

    Because I ***** love her.

    Then I leave. I run barefoot out of the house, clutching my shoes and keys and evening bag. I run across the street to my car and slam the door and sit there, sobbing. I cry like that for a long time.

    My corset and panties are on the passenger seat. I sit there, barely zipped into my silk dress, the wetness from last night seeping through the fabric. What do you know, I ruined the dress anyway. A woman walking her dog gives me a strange look as she passes by.

    I look up at Shanes window. It is dark, like the rest of the house, and if shes there I cant see her. I press my head to the steering wheel and cry until I cant cry anymore.

    I keep hoping that shell see me, come down and hold me, take me into her arms and forgive me, and I want that so bad its a physical ache, but she doesnt. Finally I get up and drive away.

    Shane,
    I hope to God that you read this, instead of just pitching it. Please, read this, because above and beyond these being things I need to say, they are things you need to hear. Please.

    First let me say that I realize I made a horrible, awful mistake. That was rape through and through although I didnt see it at the time I think Ill always hate myself for it. It sickens me that I told you that I wouldnt hurt you, even though I was doing just that. I am so, so sorry for doing that to you.

    But I need to put it in context for you. Not to justify it, or excuse it, okay, please dont think I mean that. But to explain where I was coming from.

    Damn, this is hard, because I have a sinking feeling that this revelation is going to send you running and Ill never see you again. And that will kill me. But Im gonna put my cards out on the table like a big dumb ***** anyway, because you deserve that.

    Meeting you has been such a trip. Getting to know you has been a journey, being your friend has been sweet, and of course it goes without saying that I think ***** you was divine. You are more like me than anyone Ive ever met. I adore your spirit, your bluntness, your toughness, and the fact that you are underneath it the sweetest, most loving person Ive ever known. To think that I earned your trust and betrayed it makes me want to scream, but thats my cross to bear, not yours.

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    1. Wow, just when I thought it couldn’t get more intense…. I really hope Shane can read Darah’s letter and forgive her. I love these two characters together.

    2. You must write more soon. Shane’s response to the letter—we gotta know how she responds this was so intense Darah’s intentions were so good but No means no things quickly turned bad this is SO well written Please post again soon.

    3. I was so thinking about rape after reading the last update, I was so feeling that Shane was feeling it like a rape and I was right. Now Does Shane will be able to forgive Darah is she read the letter?? Can’t wait for my next fix cuz what a cliffhanger to leave us with.~wink~

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