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    FEB FF CHALLENGE: A Time For Healing Fourth Final Chapter

    Story written on February 21, 2007 by pandamel.
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    I don’t know how to let you go…

     

    “Hey, remember to take deep breaths ok? If you want me and Angelica can come up for a little bit?” Bette offered as an option, watching Dana carefully who looked like she was gearing up to go into combat. Dana began to shake her head.

     

    “No, it’s alright Bette. It’s just…I-I” Dana sighed, “I don’t know what to do. I just feel…” As Dana paused searching for words, Bette had unbuckled herself from the car seat and moved forward taking the confused and agitated brunette in her arms.

     

    “It’s alright to be angry Dana, but you have to allow your friends and love ones some time to catch up where you are, ok? Lara loves you and…”

     

    “I know that.” Dana interrupted, “But she also is not being realistic about what this all can mean…and…” Bette sensed there was more to the problem then Lara’s inability to be realistic in Dana’s mind. When Bette placed her Dana’s head on Bette’s shoulder, she felt the once strong shoulders of this amazing woman began to shake as her sorrow began to come through her soul.

     

    “I-I c-can’t let her see me like t-this. I might l-lose my h-hair. I-I’m going to be getting sicker, even IF my body responds to the Chemo! She fell in love with a woman who had TWO breasts, NOT ONE!” Dana whispered fiercely. “I don’t think I can stand having her see me like this.” Dana finished softly burrowing into Bette more, feeling a sense of jealousy at the fact that Tina could be having this whenever she wanted but choose not to.

     

    Bette felt the tension in Dana’s body slowly leave her as she remained silent, allowing her friend to talk. She didn’t have any good advice. The truth of the matter is, no one really knew how Dana felt and couldn’t possible know how they would react in the same situation. She understood, though, the need to preserve her image to a woman that you love. She understood all so well, because she knew that Tina would no longer look at her the same way she used to. Tina would never see the Bette that she used to saw before the affair because Tina couldn’t forget it and Bette couldn’t wipe that memory away from Tina. Because of that Bette understood all to well the need to preserve how people see you or not see you. It was quite obvious that Dana didn’t want anyone to see her weak.

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    2. WOW that was heartbreaking. Bravo for Dana,she told Tina like it was, At least Tina can see some of the things that she has been doing and how wrong she was and is. thanks so must for this story.

    3. That was heartbreaking pands! And very beautifully written…You’ve done brilliantly with this challenge…and I think you deserve to win it…you’ve definately got my vote…as soon as I get these tears all mopped up!!!

    4. That was so beatiful and painful. It was so much more than sex with them, it was actually helping and getting each other through terrible times… How deeply they were able to affect the other for good… so wonderful. Thank you. (I’m actually tearing up, and I’m pretty much a robot when it comes to emotions)

    6. Absolutely beautiful, pandamel. It must make it all worth while when you receive such heartfelt comments like jomarad’s. Thank you for sharing your lovely words with all of us.

    10. I just read this all at once, and it is indeed a beautiful story, Pands! Everyone so true to their characters, and so much love expressed in so many ways. I did sense something special when Bette showed Dana how to meditate–this was so much better than what we saw on the show. They should definitely hire you! Simply beautiful, kid!

    13. I’m not a writer, I can’t express what I feel in words like you do, but if you could look in my eyes for just one moment you would know what this story did to me. I’ve saved it in a word document, I’ve printed it out so I can treasure it and read it every time I feel the need too. Thanks.

    17. Thank you for this heartbreaking yet ever so beautiful story! I’ve read it from the day your posted the first chapter. I’m most grateful for you sharing this wonderful story of yours with us readers.

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