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First Year- Chapter 5
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Carmen and I worked well together although there was an awkward distance between us. Neither one of us dared to venture into our past as teenage playmates. She was single and seemed to be stringing Shane along. I used my love for Dylan as my buffer to her curvaceous temptations. Fuck, I was kidding myself. It was hard as hell to not want to reach out and touch. I simply convinced myself that somehow she was a good Catholic girl. Her dancing around periodically with the nurses on some of our lighter moments did not help me maintain this innocent Catholic school girl image. I found there was one easy way to buffer and squelch any thought about Ms. Voluptuous, it was looking around to find my medical student. Yes, I found something useful for my student. She was my neutralizing, anti-sex factor. Any thoughts to stray, would cause instant search for Jenny. She did come in handy after all.
I did work out a system with Jenny for handling the patients. Since she was good at the touchy-feely stuff, I used her to dig that out to see how it might be affecting our patients. I’d send her off to the library or internet to review each case for any potential zebras. You know, those rare horses. An attending once told me in medical school about a challenging and unusual case he called it a zebra. When you hear galloping, it’s usually a horse, something common and not a zebra, something rare. Jenny was great looking at for zebras. We didn’t come across any other than Jodie but we always considered them and we were ready for rounds. My student was thoroughly buffed and shining by the end of the month. I molded her and each night she did alright by me. I did have to rein her in periodically when she would hear galloping and would go off looking for unicorns, something mythical. Yup, I had to remind her, “Jenny it’s probably just a horse.”
The most challenging night I had that night was when Jenny and Stan Z-man switched call. I’d gotten into a rhythm with Jenny and needed to develop a rapport with Stan. He was as high strung as I thought he would be. He went on and on about how Bette did this and Bette did that. Deep down, at the start of the night, I wanted to strangle him, but I just smiled pleasantly. I was so over the brown Barbie and her perfect everything. I decided to give him a 28 year old man with terminal AIDS. I was blown out the water when he said, “AIDS is God’s punishment for fags.”
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I actually felt sorry for Stan. Being fed ignorance from the time he was born never gave him a chance but it’s his responsibility to educate himself and learn for his own experiences. I felt he did just that with his rounds with Helena. Hopefully when Stan go back to Bette some of his new humanity will rub off on her. So far the only person I heard Helena say she loathed was Bette, Stan and Kroll. I can cross off Stan he’s a man and Kroll well some how I don’t think she Helena’s type. Will the two heart breaks be Dylan and Carmen and then that will leave our lovely lady all to Bette. Thanks for the clarification on Bette’s field it made sense. I guess that’s why the pyschologist on Law&Order:SVU had some knowledge of IM.
Geezzzzzzz, Squirly you got my head spinning. I liked Helena in alpha mode, she can be insecure but when her passions kick up WATCH OUT. The way StanZman ate crow was probaby the most important lesson in his young life so far. Good for him getting it the first time. I’m also thinking Dr. PK is riding Helena becasue she wants her to be the best. Bette, well Betts just doing her thing, cant’t wait to see whre that goes. I’ll try to be a good girl till Saturday a.m. when you post my St. Valentines Day present. Thank you, Md, aka Oma
I really loved this chapter, Squirl! It was Helena at her best – bossy but with a compassionate twist. She seems to have figured out the politics of her internship year. I wonder what’s up with Kroll and why she’s favoring the Bette-ster. Although you have told us that Bette is straight, I’m thinking that may not be so true. Perhaps her and Tina have something starting? Maybe she’s just in the closet. I know Helena’s going to cheat on Dylan with Carmen but could you reconsider Bette? Maybe Bette gets drunk one evening and she finds out from Stan that Helena’s gay and one thing leads to another. I meant to type RILF in my last comment (resident I’d love to f***) in a similar vain to the well-known MILF. Can’t wait for Moma’s post on Saturday!
Apologies for the blanket comment regarding neurosurgeons, I think we experienced one who was all nuts and bolts..str8 with no chaser…lacking humanistic flare…but he warmed up over time :) At any rate, loved the update! You definitely really get a sense of the physical and emotional challenge of the profession…the training…and of the families you care for…This is definitely going to be interesting. With Jenny the libidio squelcher and Al the caring, quirky social worker, drama will be par for the course and I suspect everyone will continue to learn more about themselves and what they are made of…I definitely want to believe that the hazing the residents are getting is because it is truly life or death…favoritism is unfortunately a part of human nature. Besides, even here….no one is immune from Bette’s charm…even those who loathe her! PPS
Heya there S, you whisphered too low for me to understand who Helena was going to end up with ,,,lol…but oh well I’ll have to just keep on reading huh..haha! Well it was good to see that Stan actually changed some and let’s hope for the better. As for Kroll I am thinking that she want’s Helena to be the best and see’s much potoential in her that is why she is always asking the hard questions. good chappy S!!!!
That was a really good update…that Jenny – you gotta love her…loved H’s interaction with stan, very thoughtfully done!! Cheers
Well written Squirl. I think that experience for Stan was long overdue. I’m from the West Indies myself & sadly many of my brethren think exactly as he did. Anxiously waiting for the next chapter. Cheers mate, PPS!
at least some other type of ignorance has been lifted in this constant learning timestable
It was about this time last night that I was on the first page when the electricity went off for the 3rd time and stayed off. Bit windy. Take 2. Hmmmm…yes I know quite a few folks from the Caribbean. They tend to be very sweet, and the black folk do tend to be extremely homophobic none the less. I’m glad Stan learned better and did so quickly. Joshua must have been a fighter to survive both the hemophilia and 20 years of AIDS. Poor Joshua’s mom, even if it wasn’t all her fault she MUST have felt terribly guilty to lose all her sons. My brother lost so many friends. I hope none of them had to deal with judgmental staff, there really is no room for that sort of thing in medicine.
Wait! Dinner with Mom is the time to feel sexy again?