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    FOREVER I PROMISE: Chapter 67

    Story written on July 21, 2005 by OCD.
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    Bette, I can’t live without you!

    “Bette!!!!!  Bette!!!!!  Please, come back!  Bette!!!!!  Don’t leave me!  Please Bette, I can’t live without you!  Bette!!!!! Bette!!!!!  Bette!!!!!  I need you!!!!”  Tina screamed from her bed.

     

    “Shussh Tina, it’s just a bad dream.  Wake up.  Come on honey.  Wake up Tina.  I’m here.  I’ve got you.”  Alice said trying to grab hold of Tina as her arms and legs fought against the sheets that she had become tangled in. 

     

    “Bette!!!!!  Bette!!!!!  No let me go!  I have to get to Bette.  Bette!!!!!  Bette!!!!!  Where are you!!!  Come back!!!!!  NO!!  NO!!!  She can’t be dead.”  Tina kept thrashing in the bed shoving Alice away as she screamed for Bette.

     

    Alice shaking Tina now more forceful to wake her.  “Tina!!  It’s Alice.  Wake up Tina.  You are having a night mare.  Tina wake up  There you go…  Shussh It’s ok.  That’s it.  Open your eyes honey.  You’re ok now. 

     

    “Oh God Alice.  It was so horrible.  Bette died and we  God, please help me…  Bette’s gone Alice  She’s gone  Bette died and now I’m all alone.  Oh Alice what I am going to do.”  Tina said as she cried into Alice‘s chest. 

     

    “Hey, what’s going on in here?  Tina, baby I’m here.  What wrong honey?” 

     

    “No let me go!  I have to get to Bette.  Bette!!!!!  Bette!!!!!  Where are you!!!  Bette!!!!!!!  Noooooooooooo!!!  You’re dead.  I saw you in that casket.  I spread your ashes in the ocean.  This can’t be happening to me.  Oh god Bette!  I’m losing my mind.  Someone help me please.”  Tina screamed again as she fought to push Alice away from her. 

     

    Alice left the room running for her cell phone to call Stacey.  Someone had to help her calm Tina down.  She was hysterical and turning pale as if going into shock. 

     

    “I’m right here honey.  I’m not going anywhere.  I promise.  Hold on tight.  See, I’m ok and I will never leave you.  I promise.” 

     

    “Bette!!!!!  Oh god help me.  Please Bette.  I’m losing my mind.  It  Bette, are you really here?  No you can’t be can you.  I saw you die.  You’re dead, you can’t be here.”  Tina said closing her eyes. 

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    1. TK OH MY you just get better and better with each of these I love how tender and loving you have these two as well as everyone else in this story of yours. Thanks so much for all your time and effort it make this story so beautiful.

    3. Oh my, this is one of the happiest days of my life for sure, BEtte is not dead, thank you lord and OCD :) Great as susual, it’s just getting better, please Bette be okay from no on, I think she has been through enough, right? Yeah, please post soon.

    5. TK,
      Thank you so much for resurrecting this story.
      I was one who cried oceans when Tina lost Bette and now am shouting from the heavens that all is well with the universe as Bette and Tina revive their sexual relationship after that exhausting wait.
      Girl, you do write a hot, HOT! sex scene.
      More please, real soon.
      I am happy that you can take comfort from all your fans comments.
      Please help up this great work as I look forward to more twists and turns in this tale.
      Your Loyal Fan.

    8. Thank God & TK for resurrecting Bette for Tina and….this most powerful love story. It breaks my heart to know that you are going thru some very difficult times, physically but, you still manage to bring joy to us with this beautiful story. You are truly a pearl in oyster. Thank you.

    9. What you said is so true…about the show and this website. Though I wasn’t really against homosexuality I just never really gave it much thought. It didn’t impact me and so I didn’t care. But after watching the show it opened my eyes to so much more. It has helped me to focus on the substance of things and not only their form…in essence Love is Love no matter the packaging.
      I’m sorry to read about the poisoning, I hope Duke is compensating you for the suffering they’ve caused.
      As for the story, I was pleasantly surprised when I saw a posting…NC17 at that. I’m glad it was a dream. Although they’re together and it doesn’t look like either will ever voluntarily walk away from this love, I still can’t get enough of them. They’re by no means ideal but the love they have and share is too precious.

    10. TK, you are in my prayers every night. I hope and pray that you get better. This chapter was so great. I’m really glab Bette isnt dead. You gave my TBette heart a scare last chapter. Thank you so much for posting. Again get better.

    11. *Runs and hugs TK* – Thank you soooo much for not killing Bette off. I had sleepless nites after your last chapter. Your writing is awesome and now I’m at a loss for words … hmmm!!!

    12. A nightmare, thank you, it only was a nightmare. I know sometimes things like this happen. I hope you’ll be able to write on this story during so many years. Thank you

    13. TK..I’m praying for you to get well. You have made me quite HAPPY to said the least…Bette’s alive and well. You really had me last chapter. LOL. I shouldn’t be surprised, but yet, hmmmm.
      TK, you are an exceptional writer and I really do enjoy your work. Please take care, I’m there for you. Thanks for bring Bette & Tina and Gang back.

    14. TK wonderful lovein between B&T. I am so gald B did not die. I hope you feel better soon. i will keep you in my prayers. wishing you peace, love and heart.

    17. OCD…i was so happy to see you had written today. my heart goes out to you as well as prayers. i can’t imagine what you may be going through, but i am glad that writing on this site helps you. i have been reading on this site since the beginning and have loved every minute of it..well almost obessed like an addict, but that is not the point. the authors help some cope with everyday life as well as readers helping the authors by reading there words. just remember that there are a lot of people who care about your recovery even though we don’t know each other. peace and stay well. i’ll be thinking of you.

    18. thanks for writing this. i was very sad myself about bette. i’m truly sorry for your health problems, its hard to keep on top of it. glad you trust us. this was great.

    20. TK – Thanks god Bette’s still live and kick’n. That old dream sequence; get;s them every time. Thanks for another excellent chapter. Be well. Please soon.

    23. Oh my God – my prayers are answered Bette rises from the dead;0) I have read this twice just to make sure I was reading correctly. Who is more glad that Bette lives – Tina or us readers? I hope that the comments you read here help you realise how much pleasure you bring to us L Word groupies. Keep the faith.

    24. Well, what can I say ?!
      I was a little afraid to read your new chapter because last time I felt my heart litterally tight in my chest.
      Now it’s 00h00, I’m alone in the dark in front of my computer I’m feelin’ good and full of hope. Never knew that stories could have such an impact on me.
      Thank you.

    26. TK girl, you got me crying again, but this time tears of joy. I never thought that you could ever turn that one around, but I am glad you made it all a dream, especially such a vivid one, so that Bette could benefit from it. I am looking forward to the time when you put all their sickness and pain behind them though. You are in my prayers. On another note, have you seen how many persons viewed this chapter?! At the time of my writing it was 10047, that’s some record. Keep up the good work!

    28. My dear OCD—

      I am glad you decided not to kill off Bette. This almost like Alien; Resurrection, when they cloned Ripley. I love you!

      Everybody has low days, some lower than others. If I may dole out some (unsolicited) advice…. when things (and sometimes, people) disappoint me, I get depressed, too. But I also try to build up some anger in me. And I point this anger towards the direction of my troubles. Which then enables me to come up with steps to face my problems head on. As in: get mad AND get even.

      I don’t know if that’d work for you but however you go about with your blues, always know that there a lot of us here rooting for you.

      I love your fic and it is mighty fucking nice to have you back. Hope all goes well for you.

    30. Muahahaha! I knew all along that she was alive, weeeeeee! Ahem. Sorry. Tk I loves you bunches and bunches and you know you are always in my prayers. You shall perservere! Woo!

    31. When I logged on today a saw that OCD had posted I was skeptical. Surely it was just going to be a broadcast apology for killing off Bette and tell us all to just accept it. So I pulled it up anyway. Each sentence I read slowly. By the time I got to page 2 I returned to page 1. Waiting for the shoe to drop, again. But to my surprise, shock, gladness you did it. Bette is alive. WOW! Bette is alive. Thank You. TK as for your health. You have to be a fighter. Don’t give up hope. Dispair. What a word. Never understood it until the past few years. This is when you belief system is challenged and your very soul tested. But you can get through it. Head up. Appreciate Life. And you will get through it. Huggs & Kisses.

    33. I too thought Bette was a goner.The first few chapters confused me there for a second.OCD I hope things work out for you in the end.You are so right about the show and this site.

    35. T.Wow is all I can say! You surprised so many people and you never cease to amaze me. You are a wonderful author who deserves an award. I have my award already. Hmmm, wonder what that could be. Great job and I am proud of you as always.

    37. TK… first my prayers are with you…

      now last chapter i made the mistake of reading it at work… and sitting there crying… and again last night when you posted i didn’t want to read it… i was at work again… but i did… and baby i am so glad i did… i almost jumped… i was hoping she was having a dream… and thank god bette listened to her…love your story… thank you for all of your time and please continue when you can

    38. Thank you, Thank you, THANK YOU. That was a great chapter, and we weren’t going to do any bodly harm to you, but I for one wanted to lay seage on Duke Hospital because it’s there fault that you would even think of killing Bette. After all of the legalities are settled we may have to perform a group BEAT DOWN on thier doctor:). Thanks for giving Kit Charles, and the good news for Lara and Dana. I have always thought that Lara and Dana were a better couple that Dana and Alice. Let Alice and Dana remain good friends. Now that Bette is okay and Alice is on Cruz control, we are all much happier. Please continue.

    39. Damn I just don’t know what to say, this is a fucking excellent and awesome chapter. Everything is ferpect and so glad Bette is ok and she and Tina are more in love with each other and they have their other girl on the way, that’s a wonderful new and happy time for them. Oh what a fucking hot love scene they have,love it. So happy for them, and please let them have a happy time now and let the drama go away for while ok, thanks. Please post soon, thanks! Excellent chapter! 5 stars for you!

    40. OMFG, TK! The last chapter about did me in. I’m so glad you didn’t get rid of Bette. Then this chapter sent me to a cold shower since my better half is out of town. Our prayers are with you. Hope you have a full and complete recovery. Keep up the great work!!!!

    41. Mean!!! That was so mean of you,,,,all the time I spent trying to get over that ending….But thankyou for not leaving it there!!! Forgiven

    42. You know, I felt so happy reading this chapter – and not only because the so heartbreaking death of Bette was just a dream. (… what a tender and intense moment with our dear two here !)
      The fact is I got the deep sensation that Bette’s “resurrection” was yours in a way, as if you found back hope and courage and smile inside of you after a very symbolic sadnest through your former chapter. Well, perhaps I’m wrong about that but… I wonder !
      It’s so great to know that your writing and your delighted readers’ comments bring joy to you ! Cheer up, cheer up – and thank you for sharing your feelings this way.

    43. Thank you for the dream .. I feel so much better now. Can’t tell you how emotionally invested I have become in your story. Hope all goes well with your personally.

    44. Hi TK,
      I have been reading along happily and love the story. I am so sorry to hear about your health issues – your comments caused me to do a little research. For those of you who don’t know, workers drained hydraulic fluid into detergent containers and didn’t change the labels. The detergent was then used to clean instruments used in over 3800 surgeries. Patients involved have had some extremely serious complications since this occurred.

      You are right about the site – it’s a great place for different people to get together. My question is – as a reader and non-frequent commenter who has really enjoyed your story, is there can we do to help you?

    45. I am glad that Bette wasn’t killed off. I do look forward in reading your stories. Please keep it up. Sorry to hear about your health situation. I live in NC and I heard about the Duke Hospital. Hope you are doing better and will be compensated.

    47. THANK YOU FOR FIXING IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dana as a mom how great is that did you check out the software dragon will it help you let me know CAN’T WAIT FOR THE NEXT POST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    48. I just wanted to drop a line or two or maybe more & express how happy I was to see that you were (apparently) feeling better & able to write. I’m hoping that you are improving each and every day (some days are probably better then others) & I’m keeping you in my thoughts. Finally, your dream was worst then any experience(s) I’ve encountered being an identical twin of triplets. My sister and I experience alot between each other, but I have to say – we’ve never had dreams like that. Here’s hoping you have more good days then not.

    49. OMG TK…..I thought you knocked off Bette in your last post. You had us all fooled you naughty girl. I really love your story and it just makes me smile and cry at the same time. Every chapter you write is absolutely amazing. You give us drama and love all in one.

      I do hope you are feeling better. I have been gone for about a week now and was so happy seeing a post from you. I trying to write another chapter myself, but so far no luck. I guess my brain has shout down for a while, but let´s see if I can´t swing something together tonight. Always a pleasor reading you update TK and do post soon

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