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    Healing Tears – Chapter 15

    “Yes. I have a lot that I want to say.” Bette retorted.

    “Tina do you think you are ready to hear some of what Bette has to say?”

    “Yes. I’d like to hear what she has to say.” Tina understood this to be a give and take.

    “OK … just remember the same rules apply as before; eye contact, and empathic listening. This time the conversation won’t be with me or so one sided. I’m here if you need me. I’ll interject every now and then, but otherwise I want you two to interact with each other. While you are conversing try to focus on the verbal and nonverbal messages. Seek to thoroughly understand what your partner is communicating. If there is something that bothers you let’s talk through it. If either of you starts to feel uncomfortable I need you to speak up. OK?”

    “OK.” They agreed in unison. Bette took a deep breath and turned to face Tina so they would maintain the eye contact.

    “I want you to know that I heard you Tee. As much as I wanted to be everything for you it just wasn’t a realistic expectation. I loved you from the first moment I saw you, and I always will. I hope you believe that. Even those times when I fucked up; I never fucked off. Even when you didn’t feel it from me I never stopped loving you. I was always proud of you. I still am but looking back at that time in our lives I think it was the most devastating of any time in our entire relationship. I was trying so hard. It broke my heart into pieces to hear you say that you didn’t feel safe, loved and protected by me; especially when you were carrying our baby.

    All I ever wanted was to take care of our family. It was the one thing that I needed to get right. Failure was not an option for me. I didn’t want to repeat the same mistakes that my parents made. They failed each other miserably. Our father failed me and Kit. I was shattered to learn that I had already failed you and our son before I even had a chance to get used to the idea of being a parent.

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    1. I think more people could use Paul as their therapist. He does make sense and maybe he use a unconventional brand of therapy, but i think it works. Having fun by chasing butterflies and then to realese them as a way to release the sad, painful memories and welcome the positive is a fantastic idea.

      Bette and Tina really needed it, now they have to do more work with Paul as guide but i am positive they will make their relationship healthy, strong and loving. They need and deserve to be together, and Angelica offcourse as one happy family.

      Thanks for the quite insight full chapter!

    2. I have to admit this isn’t how I thought the story would go. The level of comunication is the highest possible. The emotions displayed are raw. The beauty in all of this is hope is restored and they are at a place where real forgiveness is possible.

    3. Maybe if BETTE had been more aware of the emotional toil TINA was undergoing when she lost the baby and not put all of herself into her work ,a lot of pain could have been avoided.BETTE chose to be unfaithful instead of coming to her wife for comfort,TINA felt like a failure because she was being viewed as one intentional or not.Couples think that having a baby brings them joy,BETTE/TINA found out it can bring hurt of the worst kind.Glad they realized they never grieved for the baby nor for their loss,pain,hurt nor have they come to terms with the infidelity but they have come to the one thing that was truly missing,the baby’s name.Letting go of JASON KENNARD PORTER is the stepping stone they needed to cross not whether TINA could parent a bi-racial child or that her partner was bi-racial it seems to me a moot point now.BETTE didn’t need the validation from her father she needed to show and not ask him that she was just as good as him but she would not abandon her family as quick a he did his.BUT she did feel like she was entitled to behave and do things her way.pps thanks

      • dunnthat, the next chapter will explore and. perhaps give a bit of insight into several of the points you raise from Paul’s point of view. He is speculating, but I. think he hits the mark with his observations. Thank you for sharing your views.

    4. You thrill me with this wonderful chapter, I am
      with my watery eyes, Ufa !!
      Only love can forgive, love and rebuilds.
      Tears heal the body and liberate the soul …
      The complete constellation.
      Good night.

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