Bette watched him, realizing this must have been the same thing Tina had went through; the same questions shed asked of herself. Im afraid Im not the one to discuss this with, she almost whispered.

Look, I know what happened. But that was different. You guys are different. You guys still have a strong relationship, even after that. You two were meant to be together.

Bette shook her head sadly. Tim, I dont think anyone is truly meant for anyone else. Sometimes you just get lucky, and if you dont ***** it up, it works. And no, its not different. I was just was wrong as Jenny was. Worse, actually. Jenny acted out of her curiosity and immaturity, and then later I think it blossomed into something more. There were feelings involved there: strong feelings. My situation was purely *****, and thats all it was. Nothing more, nothing less, which makes it worse.

Tim took her hand. Bette, you have to learn to forgive yourself.

Bette steadily met his gaze. And so do you.

Tim appeared startled. She was right. He had been blaming himself, deep down. He stared at the floor for a moment before saying, You know, Ive been thinking about talking to Marina. You know, to sort of apologize. I sort of threatened her, and I very nearly got violent with her. I feel terrible about that now. As much as it hurts to admit it, I see that she did seem to love Jenny, and I basically got aggressive and hostile with her just for following her heart.

Bette cocked her head. The heart is usually stronger than the head. But you know that already, dont you? Look at how you and Jenny got married. You heart was so desperate to keep her that you acted impulsively without thinking about whether or not it was the right thing. It might be a good idea to talk to Marina. You know, to clear the air between you two and make sure you dont burn any bridges. She really liked you, Tim, and I know she felt bad that you got hurt. She never set out to hurt you and I know she regretted that you happened to suffer from her actions.