LesFan

Lesbian Fan Social Network

    Fan Fiction

    This story has been set to a rating of PG-13. Age verification is required to proceed.

    Age Verification

    I am years of age as of today, November 12, 2026

    Enter your current age into the field provide above. Stories with a rating of R or NC-17 may contain material not suitable for children. LesFan requires that all individuals wishing to read these stories confirm they are of at least 17 years of age. LesFan uses the MPAA rating labeling system for all stories.

    LesFan will also make a best attempt to filter profane words in stories that are not rated R or NC-17 unless the individual confirms they are of at least 17 years of age.

    LesFan uses the following rating scale for stories.






    Submit

    Hindsight – Chapter 33

    Story written on February 13, 2007 by Jobadge.
     Login to add story to favorites
     Login to add author to favorites
    1 vote, average: 5.00 out of 51 vote, average: 5.00 out of 51 vote, average: 5.00 out of 51 vote, average: 5.00 out of 51 vote, average: 5.00 out of 5 (1 votes, average: 5.00 out of 5)
    You need to be a registered member to rate this post.     Loading ... Loading ...
    Genre(s):
    Rating:
    fanfiction(s):
    Character(s): ,
    Number of Comments: 33
    Words: 2413
    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=64496
    Author Notes:

    Tina Kennard: The intensity that I wanted to escape from was now something I craved…

     

    “Me too…,” I was looking at her, seeing the woman I had fallen in love with all those years ago, and I also seeing all the hurt and pain I had caused her, I wish I could take it all away, all that hurt I had inflicted onto the one person who knew me and loved me like no one ever had before, I had regrets too, and I’m sure it would affect me for the rest of my life, I regretted the fact that the woman who sat next to me was no longer my partner, I looked out of the window, looking but not seeing, regrets…, regrets…, yes I had them…, “me too…”

     

    She was quiet beside me, I was quiet too, we had said so much in those few minutes, and probably had more understanding from one another than in a lot of months previously where we avoided bringing any conversation about the state of relationship up… what a sad and sorry state of affairs…

     

    “Bette…” I said quietly, it was how I was feeling…, quiet and subdued…

     

    She turned to look at me, her quiet tears had eased, but her eyes remained full of sadness and sorrow, we had been making such good progress today…, I’m sure in the building of us becoming friends again we were going to have tough times, just like this conversation, the ups and downs…, the ins and outs…, the rough with the smooth… I knew we would get through them, we had to, I would make sure we did…

     

    “Can we go back now…?”

     

    She gave a small smile, maybe an element of relief showing on her features as she reached for the ignition key…, “sure…” she replied.

     

     

    The journey was relatively silent, the rhythmic motion of the car was relaxing me more than I cared to admit, and before long we had pulled up into the drive and she was popping her seatbelt to get out of the car.

     

    She came around and opened the door for me, it almost seemed an effort to stand, she held her hand out to me as she saw me sigh…, she smiled as I stood and our eyes met, she dropped the keys into my hand as she spoke, “can you open up while I carry sleeping beauty in…?”

    Page 2 of 41234
    «
    FF Main Page
    »

    Comments

    1. Jo as you may know this story always dismantles me…and now i have to say this with the utmost of love…WHY, WHY? ONLY ONE PAGE??? Can’t we have a few more?? Huh? P-p-please???? AHEM! Anywho..love this fic…please continue..

    5. I don’t get the “black like your woman” statement. Except for that who shall not be named, when did Bette ever date anyone black or even remotely black? Oh well, now that these two understand what the deal is, let’s get rid of Henry!

    7. Probie, it’s just a saying. I first heard it on the show “Good Times” when a woman (I don’t think it was Florida) who said she’d take her coffee like she takes her men. “Black and strong.” I have yet to hear “white and weak.” xD I don’t think Jo would have Tina make that crack if it was supposed to be about Candace. lol =)

    8. I pray, Jo, that Tina will have the strength to continue on this new road. That when she gets back to see Henry, that she will continue and not back down…..

    10. Jo, it hurts… Make it better? I know, I sound like a whiney 3-yr-old, but I’m sick, so I’m entitled… Still trusting you… barely… I expect more rough patches at some point, but they’re doing so well!

    11. Jo….No one does what you can do. Superb. Wasn’t JB wonderful in this last episode (6) ?? I didn’t quite get why she was sobbing before she kissed Jodi. Maybe you can elucidate either in a PM or in your author’s notes with your next chapter. You understand this sensitive stuff.

    12. this is so good, you make my hearth melt this words, they love each other so much that hurt! They are talking and is a big step please don’t leave them walk away.

    13. i am gonna sound mighty greedy when i say this……but i would love another chappy…..lol……i know, i know…..u posted 2 already……i can wait i reckon…..

    16. No, I really don’t think you’ll allow them to wallow in regret. Sounds like things are moving along swimmingly. Jo, I hate to say it but when I scrolled to the bottom of the comments I found that bizarre ad for natural male douche again. Is anybody else as puzzled by this as I am? What could be more unnatural? Well, anyway, it cracks me up (no pun intended) every time I see it.

    19. You know Tina’s dress (that you can not see because she is hidden behind Bette) is a different color blue. It has an almost purplish tint to it. This is really emotional but very needed. They both are laying it on the line and finally saying what is in their hearts.

    24. I feel for Tina… going back to Henry must be tearing her apart. I so hope Tina can hold on to her newfound clarity… and that she’ll remember her way back to Bette as SOON as the breakup with Henry is over. Hurry home, Tina!!! Thanks, Jo – your story is beautiful… as always.

    25. Two posts in a row…you are spoiling us and we could get used to it. Maybe Tina should just take Bette by the hand and drag her to the bedroom for just a nap and a cuddle. I’m sure they both could use it and T would be there when they wake up. Give Bette something to look forward to…. :) Love this story!

    27. Jo, You really know how to take your reader along this emotive and painful journey. It is difficult to read the hurt and not be affected. Only something worthwhile would require this anxiety as both gals are ready to admit their mistakes and share their fears. They will need to forgive themselves for all past mistakes but if the injured party bares no gridge that can be a easier task to do. Jo, this is a wonderful rollercoaster of a ride a we get insight into both Bette and Tina. Thank you so much for continuing to propagate this site with your literary talent. Your Loyal Fan.

    Leave a Reply