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    I Need You Here -10

    Story written on May 14, 2005 by tiff_duke.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=53889
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    Bette the Great.

    Bette was openly sobbing now. "It’s all a mess, Shane. I fucked up. I’ve fucked up, so bad. My life’s so fucked up…"

    Shane reached out to take Bette’s arm, but Bette jerked her arm away.

    "Don’t touch me! Don’t ***** touch me! Everything I touch turns to *****!" Bette screamed. "Leave me alone! I should be alone!"

    Lara returned with the first aid kit. "What’s going on?"

    Shane shook her head, not knowing where to begin.

    "You hate me, don’t you, Shane?" Bette sobbed. "You should go. You should leave me. Everybody always leaves me."

    "Bette, that’s not true." Shane said patiently. "Bette, let’s move away from all this glass."

    "It doesn’t matter."

    "Yes, it does."

    "Tina hates me, don’t you get that?" Bette yelled at her. "The one person that really loved me, who gave me the world, who would’ve done anything for me! I’ve ruined her, I’ve ruined us, I’ve broken her heart! I deserve this! I deserve this *****!"

    Shane glanced helplessly at Lara.

    All three women were interrupted by the doorbell.

    "That must be Kit, for her shift." Lara said, placing the first aid kit on the dresser. "I’ll get it."

    "Go. Please, Shane, just go." Bette pleaded. "I don’t deserve your sympathy. Please just go."

    "No, Bette. You’re stronger than this. I’m here. All your friends are here for you, and we love you."

    "Don’t! Please don’t love me." Bette cried. "You’ll just leave me."

    "No, we won’t."

    "People who love me just leave me!" Bette shouted. "Everybody leaves me, Shane! My mom. Kit. My dad. Tina. Our baby." Bette fell apart at this point, sitting on the floor, and folding her legs against her, as she buried her face in her bloodied hands. "He’s gone, Daddy’s gone. He’ll never love them, he never did. He’s gone, and he couldn’t just be happy for us. My beautiful wife. My boy. My baby boy…"

    Shane had never seen Bette so broken, so helpless, and realized this was a side of Bette they had never been witness to before.

    "When my mom left I swore to myself nobody would ever leave me again. But they do, Shane." Bette whispered, her gaze still on her injured hands. "I leave before people can leave me. Before I could love them. People I love always leave me."

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    4. How do you make such sad content seem so very beautiful? Thank you so much for this chapter and a wonderful story. I hope this new Bette and Tina can make it through.

    6. Aww..that was so fvcking intense and sweet…im so glad Tina came back..poor Bette I wonder if she will open up even more to Tina.. Keep up the awesome story! Waiting for your next chapter ;)

    8. That was so sad but great that Tina has come back. Bette is letting all her fears come out now.
      This was not rough whatsoever. Please continue this.

    9. Perceptive of Tina to recognise that her forgiving Bette is not Bette forgiving herself – and it’s not just the crack about loosing the baby. I don’t know if Bette will ever forgive herself. In reality somebody like Bette probably never could. Still this is fiction so maybe you can get Tina to work on her a bit;-)

    10. OMG T I love you to death for this one. It hits so close to home with my father. It just knocked the breath out of me. If and when she breaks down, it’ll be worse than any of us expects.

      Tina smiled lovingly. “Sometimes they come back.”

      “Her sobs wracked her body, and she was just too weak to fight it. “They’re gone. They’re really gone. Daddy. Our little boy.”
      Forgive me if I copy. I have a broken elbow/arm from falling off the house. Don’t ask…

    13. OMG that was the sadness chapter ever…but i LOVE IT…you never stop to surprise me i´m so glad Tina came back..Bette was about to do something that maybe was no returne…post real real soooonn;-)

    16. Damn what an amazing chapter. This is so sad and feel sorry for Bette but glad that Tina is come back and take care of Bette. Hope they will go through with it. Post soon, thank you!

    23. Great work Tiff. This chapter is a must read. Thank you. How could any care or look for grammer mistakes when the content in this chapter is so great. Update soon, these two needs to “really” talk and open up.

    25. okay i just caught up with all 10 chapters and i must say that this is one of the most emotional stories that i have read on this site….just like many of the commenters before me, this chapter brought me to tears. please post again soon, your story is amazing!

    27. Wow! You’ve done it again…Just blew me away! I’m so glad that Tina came and forgave her, and that Bette was able to be so open and broken, it’s the first step towards healing. Now with be looking for the hot monkey lovin’!

    30. Just caught up with your story. It is amazing. You’ve done a wonderful job. This chapter had me in tears. Will be waiting for the next one.

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