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    I Will Not Let You Fall

    Story written on September 23, 2018 by Valerie.
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    Tears welled up in Tina’s eyes as she grimaced with a wave of emotion. Covering her face with her hands, the blonde kept shaking head, weeping. ”I wanted…to visit her… All those years I died to…to come and see her… I wanted to make sure she was alright…” Tina sobbed, her speech strained and broken.

    Tears welled up in Tina’s eyes as she grimaced with a wave of emotion. Covering her face with her hands, the blonde kept shaking head, weeping. ”I wanted…to visit her… All those years I died to…to come and see her… I wanted to make sure she was alright…” Tina sobbed, her speech strained and broken. She looked up at her therapist forlornly. ”But I was so scared to be rejected again… She made it clear that she didn’t want me to visit her… I was scared that I would apply the application for a visit and she wouldn’t sign it. I was scared to feel that pain again…”

    Patricia waited for Tina to calm down a little. When Tina wiped her tears with a tissue, the therapist said, ”Fears come from intelligence. It is an intelligent, initial response to the unknown. Fears are reasonable and understandable, they are based on experience. It’s only the fears of others that are unreasonable.”

    Tina stared at the woman, holding a contemplative pause, her brows furrowed. ”What’re you saying?”

    ”Bette has her own fear, a fear of abandonment. By rejecting you, she was protecting her heart from the potential pain of being rejected by you,” Patricia explained. ”Some people deal with their fears by avoiding doing anything about them, which is what suits you. Some people deal with their fears by sabotaging themselves, by pushing away those who they love and who love them, which is what Bette keeps doing over and over.”

    Tina pondered over Dr. Flemming’s statement intently. ”So, you think that Bette was sabotaging herself when she told me yesterday that we needed to stay away from each other? Because she fears that I would leave her again once we’re back together?”

    Patricia was silent as she watched Tina slowly getting to the bottom of the problem. The woman smiled gently when Tina leaned herself against the couch heavily and let out an exhausted sigh of fulfillment.

    ***

    ”You seem broody lately,” Ayola claimed, joining Bette on the balcony. She mirrored Bette’s posture, resting her elbows on the railing, before looking over at the brunette.

    Bette shrugged. Mesmerized by the sight of Downtown skyline, she stared ahead without responding to her friend.

    ”C’mon, Bette. You’re not going to do this to me.”

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    1. Hi Valerie,

      So happy to see a new update!

      Unfortunately i am at work now. I hope to read it tonight. Just wanted to let you know that i will comment tonight or another day.

      Xxx Bibi28

    4. Hi, happy to see another great (and long) chapter from you!

      I must say about a few things about this part.

      First – what i don’t like – i don’t like Nicole. I don’t trust her and i think she don’t fired Bette only because she wants her. I can see ultimatum for Bette from her in the future.

      Ok, next what i like – i like two conversation – Tina wit therapist and Bette with Ayola – i think both Tina and Bette can see things more clear after this talks.
      And of course the best part of chapter – Tina’s decision fight for Bette.
      I must say i very like your mature Tina and i think Bette need to stop be scared and do leap of faith with her.

      So, thank you for this part and waiting for next!

    5. Hi Valerie:

      This was a wonderful chapter, as you mentioned, maturity is taken its way on our couple, and they have the world on their hands, it’s their decision, all or nothing.
      I’m glad they are finding their way to each other, there will be obstacles, like that stupid bully parol officer, the talkative Brenda and Bette boss, but Tina and Bette together, can overcome any barrier.

      I start getting sad because this is the beginning of the end of this story, hope you keep updating the other, and maybe we could enjoy more stories from you.
      Thank you for the update, I’ll eagerly wait for the next chapter.

      P

    7. Hi Valerie,

      Yes, Tina is going to fight for her Bette! About time, she has to show Bette that she has grown up and will not leave her when there are problems and there will be

      That parole man is a utter asshole and what about Nicole, hmm. I hope she is trustworthy and isn’t going to use Bette’s past against her. For now i give her a chance.

      Ayola has my respect, she is a very good friend. I love her.

      Thank you for the update! It was worth the while!

    9. Geez so much emotions going on… stubborn and lack of communication…. good think they both had someone to turn too… but then there is still Brenda… thank you it was great..

    10. thank you so much for this wonderful long chapter.
      I don’t blame Tina for behaving the way she did, I mean Bette was living a dangerous life style that would have easily put Tina at risk. am glad both are finding their way back to each other. But what happens with Brenda?. post soon plea……..se

    11. Forgot to mention about Tina’s girfriend – seems it was not ease to Tina break up with her. First – because her parents like her, and second – Brenda obviously in love with her.

      But i hope mature Tina know what she wants – and it’ll be Bette

    13. It was wonderful having the update. Hopefully they can come to terms with their feelings for each other and most of all, Bette needs to get over her fear of being let down by Tina in the future. Tina has laid down the gauntlet and Bette needs to meet her halfway and accept that Tina is truly still in love with her and wants a future with her. And Bette needs to forget the past and let it go, and run as fast as she can towards their future. Loved the update. Thanks for posting.

    14. So happy to see an update. My heart broke for Tina when Bette pushed her away. The parole officer is a sadist. I hope Bette can keep her path until she no longer has to answer to him. He has treachery in his heart. Nicole will make a play for Bette to keep her secret. I think Bette needs to remove herself from this job. Tina has grown so much . She is willing to fight for Bette and chose her over family. The little girl is grown up. Please post again soon. Thank you.

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