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    If I Fall: Chapter 18

     

    "Listen to me," the writer began, shifting in her seat so that she was facing Jules. "I’m with you, okay? Because I want to be. Not because you’re some consolation prize. Dana may have left me, but I’ve come to realize that it was the right thing to do. We’re not meant to be her and I. No matter how close we were as friends, something just didn’t translate, you know? And that’s why I’m not with her anymore." Alice wasn’t exactly convincing in her plea, and she wasn’t sure how much more she could say without sounding like she lacked conviction. She did feel that Jules was no one’s consolation prize, and would just as soon break up with her herself if she thought she was treating her that way. And she was also sure that the breakup with Dana was meant to be. They couldn’t have gone on much longer operating the way they were…both completely losing themselves in the intensity of the relationship, and pushing the other further away by the second. Alice became this dependent, needy, smotherer, and Dana took to shutting down and running away because it got to be too much. It was if they had created a monster….a monster that they were both so afraid of destroying since it most likely meant destroying the very friendship that brought them together in the first place. But it ended nonetheless, and while Alice was sure that the breakup was meant to be, she wasn’t so sure Dana and her weren’t. But right now, she couldn’t bring herself to consider the other possibility—the one where she ignored all the sirens and alarms in her head and gave Dana another try. It was just too much for her to consider. Her heart was safe with Jules, and that was exactly what she needed it to be.

     

    "Are you sure this is what you want? Cause it just seems like every time we try to be together, she somehow gets in the way."

     

    "You’re right," was all Alice could reply. "And for that I’m sorry. I’ve let Dana get in the way of our happiness for way too long and it’s been so unfair to you." Alice tentatively raised her hand and cupped Jules’ face, pushing an errant strand of long blonde hair away in the process. Jules smiled back at her. "Anyway," the writer began as she moved closer. "I’d like to put an end to that…maybe starting now?" She slowly closed the gap between them by pressing her lips softly against the blonde’s. What started out soft and apologetic quickly turned into a more heated exchange, but Jules eventually forced herself to break away.  

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    1. Damn right she can…although the Julish reconciliation vexes me, mostly because I too am waiting for the other shoe to drop and Dana to get flat-out rejected and heartbroken. It’s wrong of me to want them to reconcile and be happy when they haven’t worked through their stuff, but dammit they freaking need to. Oh, and don’t feel obligated to post. I’m assuming you’ll be busy with law-school-esque things, and those take precedence over any type of Danish fiction. Think of your career! Wow, I’m really rambling. This is what not sleeping for three days will do to your brain.

    2. god i want alice to be happy she deserves it so much…and dana is it but i like jules too shes a great character..buuuuuut dana its always been dana and always will thats what i reckon anyway lol i love this story so much you write so well good job:)

    3. Someone has been busy writing! (yay for us readers – though I get the impression it is going to get worse for danish before it gets better…

    4. screw your career. POST soon dammit! man… i have a headache. I hear Alice and Shane talking and think- Dana really did foul this up– and i’m still not sure why- and what’s changed, really? why SHOULD Alice believe her– other than she really wants to and loves her. i’m mad at dana. but i also adore her and don’t want her heartbroken plus i know she is who Alice needs and wants…. see-this is why you need to post. i am looking forward to seeing how Dana handles seeing Alice with Jules that evening- i’ll wring her neck if she runs. : )

    5. i love this story. it’d be too much to hope that shane taped dana’s confession right? that’d be an asshole move, but alice needs to hear everything dana said. argh.

    6. The only thing I don’t like about each chapter of your story is that eventually each one ends. I just want them to go on and on! I look forward to the next update as time permits.

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