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    Instinct part14 (final)

    Story written on July 18, 2008 by adicttosharmen.
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    It’s the hardest thing I’ll ever have to do. To look you in the eye, and tell you I don’t want you, that I don’t need you.

     

    “Wait-” she opens the door, pushes me in and closes the door.

     

    That was weird.

     

    “Why is she acting weird?”

     

    “…We need to talk” Fuck that… I don’t want to talk now. Maybe in a couple of weeks… maybe later…

     

    “Look Shane-” she cuts me off.

     

    “No, it’s my turn now”

     

    “But I need to-”

     

    “No, no, we’re taking turns. I’ve decided it’s polite and it keeps me from yelling…. When it’s your turn again… then you can talk. Okay? Good. For 2 years I had to live by the choices of my doctor. The guys who cut me open decided my life, there wasn’t one choice that was mine, I wasn’t free… and now I have this heart that beats on its own and works… I get to be like everybody else again… I get do my own decisions, have my own life, do what ever the hell I choose, be free… and now this is the good part. So, you listen close. What I choose, is you. You’re the one who I want to wake up with, go to bed with, and everything in between with. I get to choose now, I get to choose and I choose you Carmen de la pica Morales. I choose you.”

     

    Fuck.

    A choice? A fucking choice? If only it was as simple as that. If only I could say I believe her and that I want just that.

     

    That… that sounds perfect. That she’s perfect. That she doesn’t have to speak anymore because I KNOW. I know now who I should choose.

     

    “Ok is your turn to talk again.” She smiles brightly

     

    “Sha-Shane, I-I can’t”

     

    “No, look Carm. Mistakes are painful, but they’re the only way to find out who you really are. I know that now, I know who I am and I know what I want. I’ve got the love of my life a new heart. Everything anyone could ever wish for. Everything is going to be different now, I promise. From here, from now… nothing’s ever going to be the same.”

     

    She’s right. It’s not.

     

    She looks at me, I start to cry heavy sobs… she looks at me and I move my head side to side. Her smiles fades.

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    Comments

    1. wow, I didn’t think Niki was that happy with Carmen, my mistake. I’m not so sure that Carmen made the right decision and love can break a heart…Shane’s heart just died again.

    2. so…I went backwards a bit and now I get it…and yes, Carmen made the right decision for her. As for Shane, sometimes/most times we get to live and to learn from our mistakes and we live with regret but that’s life…I wonder if anyone is truly ever absolutely ‘happy’?. Thank u for the story, very profound.

    3. WOW!your so curel, but Carmen i guess knows wats best for her in the long run. I still would have loved to see them together in the end…..but hey thats how the cookie crubbled lol

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