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    Choosing part1

    Story written on July 24, 2008 by adicttosharmen.
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    Life is full of second and third chances

    Choosing – Part 1

     

    Pain. Guilt. Confusion.

    It’s a heavy combination that drives me crazy. It would drive anyone crazy.

     

    Sick. Feeling this…Pain because of what I’ve done to myself…

    Pain because I didn’t want to see that person hurt…

    Pain because I can’t bear the though of tomorrow… which brings me to guilt.

     

    I’m guilty because I lied.

    Lied to the one I love, and most important to myself… guilty of lying…

     

    Guilty as charged.

     

    You try to do no harm… but in the end harm does happen, and then guilt happens. And there’s no oath or rule on how to deal with that. Guilt never goes anywhere on its own. It brings her friends, doubt and insecurity.

     

    Confusion comes next… did I make the right choice? Why did I make that choice?

    All these things come into my mind… all this things consume it, leaving me standing outside Shane’s room, on the floor crying… at least I think I am, I think I’m crying… but no tears come out… just pain.

     

    Life isn’t easy, because you’re constantly choosing. Some things are more important than others, how do we determine that? By making a choice.  Life is just one big choice after another. All these choices make us who we are. And these choices get us to where we are. Some are made for us… and some, unfortunately, have to be made on our own.

     

    We choose a life, choose a job, choose a career, choose a family, choose a LG television, choose our cars, and choose compact disc players and electrical can openers. We choose Léger with matching luggage. We choose a 3-piece suit with custom fabrics. We choose to sit on a couch, watching stupid game-shows, and stuffing junk food into our mouths.

    Choose your future, choose your life…

     

    But sometimes things are harder to choose and nobody… nobody, can help you make them.

     

    As we grow up, the choices get harder and harder to make. We grow older, and are expected to make the right choices automatically… but how do we know that the right choice really is the right choice?

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    1. DAMN!!! WAT A COME BACK!!! ~sitz & calmz down~ lol… Okay, as you can see I’m supa psyched dat you back to grace us wit da sequel… I think my puppy pout dat I gave you at da otha forum must’ve worked ~cocky smile~ I still got it, lol…. Man, my gurl Carmen haz a lot to think about…. well not really cuz my gurl Shane iz DA ONE 4 sho… Whelp, I hope you bout to update again cuz I already needz my fix lyke A.S.A.P. Lyke alwayz from me, Baby-gurl, LYLAS :p Stank, da’ one and only, chicka :D Holla at me if ya need anything, babez ;-) I’m out…

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