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    is this love – chp 123

    The meal wasn’t ruined and they were soon sitting at the huge dining table eating. Helena reached out and put her hand on Emma’s
    “You okay ?”
    Emma nodded “Kate always said that I was guilty of always trying too hard “
    “You are – but that’s not because you are a bad person – you love Tina. You might be driving her crazy but she doesn’t think for a second that its because you do not care. Show her you love her by respecting the fact that she wants to do this without asking her mom to pull some strings “
    Emma raised an eyebrow
    “You seem to think that I would be able to pull some strings “
    “You would find a way “ Helena replied
    Emma laughed “Yes – well – you could well be right “
    Helena finished her meal and pushed away her plate
    “You want some ice cream ?”
    “Yeah – in a minute “
    “I thought you didn’t like to wait for ice cream “ Emma challenged
    “That would be you “ Helena replied “Look – I want to talk “
    “Oh “
    “Its nothing bad – well I hope that it isn’t “ Helena sighed – she had talked this over with Bette who thought that it was about time that Helena did what she said she wanted to
    “What is it ?”
    “Its about time you and I were more open about our relationship – lets face it – Bette and Tina know, so do Rosemary, my mom, Melvin and James – that’s 6 people.”
    “So what are you suggesting ?”
    “There is an breast cancer benefit in a couple of weeks – its high end – lets go together as a couple “
    Emma did look surprised – a thing that disappointed Helena.
    “You mean it ?”
    “Yes – look – you and I have talked and we DO see that we have and want a future. At some point that future does have to involve other people knowing about us”
    Emma smiled “I would love for people to know that I am with you “
    “So do I – why do you look scared ?”
    Emma picked up her glass of wine “I don’t know -I have been thinking about it. Maybe people will think that I am an old fool “
    “Not to your face “ Helena said
    “No “ Emma looked at Helena and smiled. Helena’s heart warmed to her lover. She lent over and kissed her on the mouth – the kiss was gentle.
    “I love you Helena “ Emma said “I know that people will not understand “
    “Do you care ?”
    Emma rubbed her face “The only reason that it does scare me is if the senior partners see it as a weakness and exploit it “
    “How are they going to do that ?”
    “I don’t know. You know that I don’t do self doubt – that’s for other people. But maybe I am a tad paranoid about being seen as weak “
    “No one who knows you sees you as weak “
    “Not even my daughter “
    “I didn’t say that – Tina understands you – she is a good judge of character “
    Emma looked at Helena and touched her face “I love you “
    “And I love you and I don’t want to hide any more. So who gives a flying fuck what people think – since when do either of us care about what people think. We have to try and be a normal couple – by hiding away we are saying that we have something that we are ashamed of. Are you ashamed of me ?”
    “No – you know I am not “
    “So lets shock people and see who dares say anything about me being 3 years older than your own daughter “
    Emma couldn’t understand her own fears but she certainly had them.
    “Can we start small ?”
    “What did you have in mind ? “
    “Well what about Phyllis – now that her daughter has got her place she might not be trying to impress me with stories of her child so much “
    Helena nodded “Okay – Phyllis – who else ?”
    “I don’t know – I don’t know your friends really – just the ones who Rosemary told me where your friends at your party “
    “Well NOT Dylan and I am not sure about Jodie – why don’t we make up a dinner party of about 8-10 “
    “Do you want to invite Bette and Tina ?”
    “No – lets do this on our own – well for now anyway. Is that okay by you ?”
    “Not sure but I will go with you for now “
    Helena grinned and took Emma’s hands and held them close to her breasts
    “Its okay babe – we are not doing anything wrong “
    “I know that “
    “Look – our real friends will be happy for us – once they have got over the shock. The people who are only interested in us in your case because of your job and in m case because of the money – well screw them. We are not going to make those people cheer for us. But it doesn’t matter babe – what matters is that you and I have something that is really good. I know that neither of us can figure out what it is but we both just know that there is something there – something special “ Helena kissed Emma’s hands “I love you a lot. We make one another happy . Why is it wrong that we are not too two lonely people any more ? – its not . I know we are going to get grief somewhere down the line. I never faced too much prejudice because of my sexuality – I guess you did “
    “There were comments and insinuations every time I hired a pretty girl and there was a lot of hassles from the snotty clubs that I used to belong to. I wasn’t that smart about staying quiet about my sexuality. That’s one of the things that delights me about your generation – Bette and Tina and you – you three just are who you are,. No one has tried to get you to stay in the closet “
    “Can you imagine how successful that would be ? Helena smiled – it looked like Emma was going to game for this. They had to do it – they had to see if they could survive the inevitable snide jokes and remarks. It was a test for Helena as well – she has passed some tough tests in this relationship so far but this would be hardest yet.

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    Comments

    1. Very nice chapter…. Helena and Emma seem to be progressing in their relationship. Helena getting Emma to back off of Tina is truly something that Emma needs in her life. Since Kate’s death, Emma has had nothing to keep her in check with regard to trying to “influence” Tina. The fact that Emma is listening to Helena shows that she is respected by Emma. That is a positive. This couple has a real chance of being good together. They may certainly become better people together than they ever were as two individuals. We will see what their true values really are in some future incident. If hope for the best for these two. It will make Tina and Bette’s life easier.

      Thanks for this continuation…

    2. Thank you for sharing your ‘picture’ of Emma. I always think it is funny when reading the various fiction stories that no matter how Bette or Tina or any of the characters are portrayed that one cannot help but visualize JB, LuH, HT, RS, LH, KM, etc. That’s just where the mind goes. So now you have gone and done it. From my past comments you know how much I dislike Emma. But Emma is now Candace Bergen in my mind. I have always loved CB since back to her glamour model and photographer days. That is how I will visualize Emma from now on. CB is one feisty broad from Murphy Brown to Boston Legal. I had one of my first female crushes with her in Carnal Knowledge and The Sand Pebbles. She played a judge on Law and Order once and I did not care for her character then until the end. Uh oh. Lol. I love this story.

    3. I love Candice Bergen, but it is hard to see Emma as that person.

      Helena did do a good job to point out to Emma that she need to respect Tina and the decisions she is making in her life. That is the way to show her love for her daughter, to support her instead trying her to bully in anything that Emma sees as the right choice in career oppertunities. Yes she is a real snob and admits it.

      They are ready to come out to more people?! Wonder how that will turn out.

      • Couple questions: Will Emma really hold her tongue when she learns Tina is taking film courses? Second, why invite people you suspect going in are going to be snarky? Phyllis? Jodi? Why?

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