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    It Feels Like I’m Coming Home & It’s About Time…

    Story written on October 17, 2015 by RobbieRob.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=92673
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    During the time when I filed for a divorce, I was trying desperately to get through one day at a time. It was a lot to come to terms with. I was finally accepting the fact that I was a lesbian, however, I didn’t know what to do about it! I didn’t have anyone to

    During the time when I filed for a divorce, I was trying desperately to get through one day at a time. It was a lot to come to terms with. I was finally accepting the fact that I was a lesbian, however, I didn’t know what to do about it! I didn’t have anyone to talk to about all of this and it was killing me. I couldn’t come out and admit openly that I was gay because I thought I would most definitely lose my family, most of my friends, possibly my job, and would have to face a huge court battle for my kids. My ex is very religious and against homosexuality, and would never be able to accept my being gay. I still believe he would fight for full custody of our boys. It would be a messy and long battle that would tear our families apart and could even cause the boys to not want to be with me. I couldn’t live with myself if that happened. So, I simply told him and my family that I wanted a divorce because I didn’t love him and it just wasn’t working anymore. We had had a rough go of it, so no one was really surprised.

    At the time all of this was happening, I was living in a new town and didn’t really know anyone here. I hadn’t come out to anyone yet and I just needed to be able to tell someone what was happening. I needed to express what I was feeling and needing someone to talk to.

    I was online googling like crazy one day trying to find a support group or something…anything…anyone who could help. That’s when I stumbled upon The L Word. I had never heard of the show and did some research and thought why not give it a go? So, I got on Netflix and watched the entire series from start to finish. I was completely blown away. I wanted more! That’s when I discovered that people were making yummy little YouTube videos of B & T and while looking for more of those, I found a couple of stories that ended up leading me to LesFan. From the very first story, I was hooked! I read day and night. I started PMing writers and making friends. I finally had someone to talk too and I had an outlet for all of those feelings! Eventually, after a lot of encouragement from other writers I had become friends with, I wrote my first story. It was such a freeing experience and I felt so much love and acceptance from all of you.

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    5. RobbiRob.peace n love to you…thx for sharing. This here story shor’ hit home. Yessum it did done dat!..hows bout you keep a writin yur stories!..you do it so well. Yur talent is right on!..you’ve got a friend in me!.. <(*-*)/

    6. Hey RobbieRob, thank you so much for sharing your story with us!

      I am very lucky that my coming out to family and friends and at work was easy, they accepted me for what i am, a proud and open lesbian. I was afraid how they would react, especially my father, but he said that his only wish was that i am happy and happy i am, married for 12 years to a incredible woman.

      I know that for the most people like you and BnTinmyhead that wasn’t the case. That is why i admire and respect them greatly for what they had to endure before and after coming out. I only wish that someday everyone can feel save in this world no matter who they love.

      Let keep this site a home for everyone.

    7. The first step is the hardest but i am very pleased that you took it.Being afraid is a part of the process and you took the necessary steps in that process to get to where you are and therein lies the courage you never knew you had.BRAVO and keep your head up you are doing great.

    8. I am in tears reading your story
      Robbie.Eu could not imagine how
      It was hard for you, and also went to
      BNT, admirable women and has
      my total respect. And you are quite right
      let’s stop doing in private message or
      Direct message to discuss this or that,
      I give my face to slap because I admit that I did
      to defend the writing of BNT, we have to respect
      This website and Jack who gave us the sanctuary, are all
      a large family, and like any family, sometimes
      small differences, but the important thing is that we love.
      Love all writers, of course there are those who
      I love most and have direct contact with some through the
      facebook, and would like to take and make a call
      those wishing to contact me through facebook
      and just send me a message asking for my address
      I will have the great pleasure to send.
      Bear hug.
      All constellation Robb!

    10. RobbieRob, Welcome Home! The first step is always the hardest…accepting yourself with love! Although for many people, myself included, we are so overwhelmed by the messages we received growing up we beat ourselves and set ourselves up for heart aches because of them. Keep moving forward through love and acceptance. You are so worth the journey!

    11. RobbieRob brave to share something this personal. It really strucks me to read that although we curse on the past, we still didn’t make that much of progress. I’m so lucky that my family didn’t think anything of me being gay. Maybe they knew before I did. They accepted me for who I am and they accepted my girlfriend when I introduced her. We’re not together anymore. After seven years we broke up. Still my relatives ask me how she’s doing because we are on speaking terms. She’s still part of my family.
      And you’re right we should support each other instead of talking trash. Somehow we don’t understand that we women hold the future. Although we need men to create, we cherish that fruit for nine months. So we should support each other! Have a blessed weekend my friends.

    12. I absolutely love your story, I seen so much of my life into what you wrote its unbelievable..i think what you did took a lot of bravery and I admire you so much…I loved you first story since the beginning but now knowing it was true makes me love it even more….Bravo my friend. Double R, its nice to see you posting again. Please more.

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