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It Feels Like I’m Coming Home & It’s About Time…
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So you see, this site has truly helped me through so much! It really does feel like family to me and I know that B&T are not real people, but their love stories have brought me so much joy and hope, especially during a time when I felt like I was so lost and confused. I wanted to believe that true love existed and that there was a girl out there waiting for me to find her. I wanted to believe that I would someday, and could have a happy life. I used to think it was completely irrational to want that. I wasn’t asking for a fairy tale. I just wanted that person that I could wake up next too every morning & fall asleep holding every night. I wanted someone to go grocery shopping with. I wanted someone to cook for. I wanted someone to buy sweet little surprises for just because. I wanted someone to fight for. I know that relationships are hard work. I wanted to do the work if it meant that I would have that girl who would call me baby for the rest of my life.
At the time I was terrified. Terrified that I would never find her. Terrified that I would, and that she wouldn’t want to be with someone who couldn’t be out and open about who they are completely. Terrified that I would find her and wouldn’t be able to hide the relationship and I would lose my kids. So many fears!
That is why this site and your stories mean so much. They helped my heart heal and helped me understand who I am. I’m still slowly learning that it’s ok to feel the way I feel. This site has brought me so much joy and laughter and yes, even the love my heart desired. I have come so far in the last year and a half and have experienced all of those things I wanted so desperately to have.
Also, I was able to go back and find that girl I grew up with and come out to her. It was such an awesome experience and she, like many others I have come out to since then, accepted me and have loved me through it all. I was even able to come out to my parents and all is well. Even though, I still have to keep the light off in my closet, at least the door is open and I can see down the hallway now. Progress, right? Baby steps…
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Wow thank you for sharing your story.
Bless you. Thanks for sharing
Thank you for your honesty and encouragement.
Hi…. just to say… This is perfect, just plain perfect! Wishing you a lifetime of happiness.. it’s definitely your turn xx
RobbiRob.peace n love to you…thx for sharing. This here story shor’ hit home. Yessum it did done dat!..hows bout you keep a writin yur stories!..you do it so well. Yur talent is right on!..you’ve got a friend in me!.. <(*-*)/
Hey RobbieRob, thank you so much for sharing your story with us!
I am very lucky that my coming out to family and friends and at work was easy, they accepted me for what i am, a proud and open lesbian. I was afraid how they would react, especially my father, but he said that his only wish was that i am happy and happy i am, married for 12 years to a incredible woman.
I know that for the most people like you and BnTinmyhead that wasn’t the case. That is why i admire and respect them greatly for what they had to endure before and after coming out. I only wish that someday everyone can feel save in this world no matter who they love.
Let keep this site a home for everyone.
The first step is the hardest but i am very pleased that you took it.Being afraid is a part of the process and you took the necessary steps in that process to get to where you are and therein lies the courage you never knew you had.BRAVO and keep your head up you are doing great.
I am in tears reading your story
Robbie.Eu could not imagine how
It was hard for you, and also went to
BNT, admirable women and has
my total respect. And you are quite right
let’s stop doing in private message or
Direct message to discuss this or that,
I give my face to slap because I admit that I did
to defend the writing of BNT, we have to respect
This website and Jack who gave us the sanctuary, are all
a large family, and like any family, sometimes
small differences, but the important thing is that we love.
Love all writers, of course there are those who
I love most and have direct contact with some through the
facebook, and would like to take and make a call
those wishing to contact me through facebook
and just send me a message asking for my address
I will have the great pleasure to send.
Bear hug.
All constellation Robb!
WELL SAID MY GOOD FRIEND MC! BEAUTIFUL
Thank you everyone for the comments. It does mean so much. You are all amazing and I cherish your friendship.
RobbieRob, Welcome Home! The first step is always the hardest…accepting yourself with love! Although for many people, myself included, we are so overwhelmed by the messages we received growing up we beat ourselves and set ourselves up for heart aches because of them. Keep moving forward through love and acceptance. You are so worth the journey!
RobbieRob brave to share something this personal. It really strucks me to read that although we curse on the past, we still didn’t make that much of progress. I’m so lucky that my family didn’t think anything of me being gay. Maybe they knew before I did. They accepted me for who I am and they accepted my girlfriend when I introduced her. We’re not together anymore. After seven years we broke up. Still my relatives ask me how she’s doing because we are on speaking terms. She’s still part of my family.
And you’re right we should support each other instead of talking trash. Somehow we don’t understand that we women hold the future. Although we need men to create, we cherish that fruit for nine months. So we should support each other! Have a blessed weekend my friends.
I absolutely love your story, I seen so much of my life into what you wrote its unbelievable..i think what you did took a lot of bravery and I admire you so much…I loved you first story since the beginning but now knowing it was true makes me love it even more….Bravo my friend. Double R, its nice to see you posting again. Please more.