I’ve just been told.  Everything all that will happen, all that

has happened.  Do I have the courage to see it through?  What will

hapen when it is all over?
     What will they do to me when they know?  It will all change,

everything.  Nothing is going to be the same.  
     Can I face the change after being like this for so long?  Do I

want the change?  I don’t know,  I’m not sure I care.  I’m so tired, I

just want to sleep.  Forever?  Who knows?  I don’t, should I?  I’m not

sure?  Oh god I’m so tired  just want to sleep.
     Please all these people around.  STOP HOLDING MY HAND.  LEAVE ME

BE. WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME LIKE THAT?  Do You think I can’t see?  I

know what you are thinking even though I look asleep.
     They say the last thing to gois your hearing and your babbling is

worrying.  Is this the last thing I will hear?
     I’m just so tired.  It keeps running through my head.  Why won’t

you shut up and leave me in peace.  I’ll hide my head under my pillow

that’s what I’ll do.  But I’m to weak and tired to do even that.
     Do I really want peace.  I’ll get that soon enough.  All the time

to be quiet in a dark place.  Hope theres no fuss, knowing Alice there

will be.  I can hear her now going on and on driving everyone nuts.
     Where would I have been without her.  Would my life have been so

good or fun?  NO, NO IT WOULDN’T. She is so funny and friendly.  

Admittidly she is well nosey, but she is a reporter.  What am I gonna

do without her.  I love her so much.  I know, I know we didn’t work but

now if I could I would.  It would be different.  If I wasn’t so tired

all the time.  I’d give everything up just to rest a little while.
     That’s Tina.  I’d know her voice anywhere.  She’s so sweet.  No,

no not sweet what am I saying.  She’s really really nice?  Is that what