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    Left behind

    Story written on March 22, 2006 by Vaya.
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    A story about loss and love. Alice tries to cope with Dana’s death, while remembering her last months alive.

     

    “No” Dana sobbed. “No. I want everything to be like it was before all of this. Before this fucking crippled body. I want us back again.” All Alice could do was to stroke Dana as she cried. “I don’t want to die, Al. I’m not ready. I’m not finished. I want to live!” Dana pulled Alice closer as she cried loudly and bitterly, and Alice continued to stroke her until she fell asleep.

     

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    On one of their quiet meetings in Alice’s apartment, Shane suddenly broke the silence.  “Alice Come out with me tonight. Please?” She pleaded.

     

    Alice just sighed and shook her head. “Thanks Shane, but I’m not really up for it.”

     

    Shane looked at her, really fixated Alice’s gaze before she spoke. “Al, I know you’re still hurting. Of course you are. But you can’t just sit here. It’s been eight months.” Shane was determined, but also very gentle as she spoke. Alice dropped her gaze. She didn’t answer. “I’m not telling you to get over it. Okay? Because I know that’s impossible. But I just don’t want you to sit here all alone. That’s all you ever do anymore.” Shane closed in on Alice and put her hand on her right shoulder. “You need to get out, Al.” Alice tried to protest, but didn’t have a chance. “Listen, I don’t care what we do. Let’s just do something.” Shane reached down and took Alice’s right hand in her own. But Alice pulled away as if she had been burned.

     

    “Don’t do that.” She whispered, hiding her hand under her arm, as if she tried to wipe Shane’s touch away from her palm. Shane just stared at her, confused and hurt.

     

    “You’re not the only one who lost her, Alice.”  There was a mixture of sadness and anger in Shane’s voice as she spoke. “We all miss her. And we miss you. I miss you, Al.”

     

    “I’m sorry, Shane.” Alice mumbled in a tired voice. “But I can’t deal with this right now.” She rose from the couch as she spoke, and walked away into the bedroom with her back at Shane. She just wanted to be left alone. Shane stared at her friend’s crumbled back, wiped her eyes and left.

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    1. Vaya – thank you so much. Your story gave Dana and Alice a sense of closure that I didn’t get from the show. They deserved the chance to battle Dana’s cancer together.

    3. thank you. this was much needed, and i totally wanted to see dana and alice get back togeter. at least before she died. :( i too had tears in my eyes as i was reading this. i miss danish.

    5. Great post! I’m with ackemat in that it gave me a sense of closure I didn’t get from the show. And even though it’s a harsh reality, I hated the fact that Dana died alone. Very well written and I loved how went from the present and flashed back to Dana and Alice in the hospital. It made it seem more real. Great job!

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