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Mismatches: Who told you that?
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“Who told you that?”
She could sense that was dangerous zone. She could hear inside the blonde’s woman so much more than just a question.
“I…don’t know…I guessed…I mean…You always told me you were discreet. That you always had problems in showing affection, mainly in public…But…yeah. I guess that I took my own conclusions based on my experiences along…eight years.”
“But, that was different, Bette, I surely embraced, kissed, walk hand in hand with my boyfriends, because, well, they were BOYfriends and not girlfriends…yes, I never enjoyed make out in public but, I lived a straight relationship…it was normal…”
It hit her in the face. It smashed her mind and bruised her brain and because she was completely caught of guard, she just shook her head and smiled sadly.
“What? Look the way you were reacting! God! What did you expect? You are fucking unbelievable…I date men… It´s normal…I can’t react the same way with a woman…for Christ sake…”
She couldn’t believe those words attached to her lover’s lips.
After eight years, things got clear, for the first time.
During all those years, Elizabeth attributed to Tina’s family story, to her father’s violence, the battles she had to live to become the special person she was, the reason she didn’t like to express any kind of public affection or her strong self defense mechanism to avoid people of hurting her. The executive proved Bette’s theory too many times.
However, that was one of those moments of truth.
“Elizabeth it´s not easy to me to be rejected by people, to lead with hate and laughs just because you are by my side. .. just because …you outed me.
Tears found out easily its way out. It took her years to build a reputation at a straight male white world. It took her all her life to get used and react to intolerance. She thought some how she had won, but she was wrong.
“I was not ready to hold your hands, to kiss… to… face prejudice… You are just more prepared than me…I am not…ready…”
“Well, Christina, I never needed you to give me any air of respectability…You better know…I fought against not only straight rules, I also fought the lesbian rules that said: bisexuals are trouble…”
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Wow this Tina sure has some issues. What a painful way to live.
I liked; painful, but well written. Thank you for sharing!
Braz it was so good to see one of your stories back up, and this was a chapter that the pain was cut by a very sharp knife. Tina had way too many issues about being open about being gay. And she made Bette suffer w/o a care in the world IMO. Bette wanted to show her love, feelings to thw woman she loved in the open but Tina restricted her and you know what that is not real love. this was a sad story that happens so much in real life, thank you for an outstanding story Braz!
WOW!!! My friend that was one of the BEST ending’s to a story I have ever read!!!! So sad and painfull, but it happens every day. Thank you so much for this story. You are such an AMAZING WRITER!!!
That was sad but good, like it. Please post more, thanks!
A VERY powerful chapter Braz, and final chapter to this fic. Wow…I felt myself holding my breath as I read each and every moving, emotional word. Your words always permeate deep. Thanks so much for finding the time to share your talent. xoxo
Wow I never imagined that they would have such a conversation. It was painful to read and to sense, I love what you did in this chapter my dear “lady of the night” I missed you and your name to appear on the screen terribly. Thank you so much for posting, I hope we can have another one soon. Love you
Hey dear sweet Braz! *waving* It’s SO good to see you here, dearest friend! Come to our arms and let us give you a big group tight hug. We have missed you SO much, woman! Hahaha As for the story… Gosh! We understand Bette’s pain as she learns the truth about Tina’s inner insecurities while being beside her, after 8 years of being together as a couple. It sure feels like a slap on the face. While for Bette it was a matter of showing her love, for Tina it has been a matter of shame. Sad indeed. Hope that Tina reflects that love is what makes life brighter and living according to other people’s rules is like being in prison, because there is NO freedom to show your feelings openly. Hope B&T take some steps back to work things out for the best. Thanks for sharing this story, dearest friend. Hugs & tender kisses on both your cheeks for you and Si. Love you LOTS! – Lu & Marsh (Proud Salsa Aunties to the loving JC, Eunichick, ZLFAN, T_Daze, Melrose231 and Tias Adoradas to Patpez)
mmmm….still so overpowering and so painful to read…loves power,huh?! but hope is always there isn’t it dear…our hearts,we love who we love and you just can’t talk your heart out it,so…..thank you :)
Ouch Braz, all kinds of things came into my head while reading this story, all kinds of affection is shown on all kinds of levels on a daily basis between people that love care for one another, I can’t imange going 8 years only being affectionate behind closed doors. Poor Bette. Can’t even wrap my head around Tina in this story. Thank you, Md aka Oma