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Mismatches: Who told you that?
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“Listen, Christina…No…No…I think its easier to find a great woman, but take your time to search a nice boy to be by your side…Be my guest, …”Those days it was impossible to talk to her lover without calling her for the complete name and it was more and more usual inside her lips. Besides, words were surrounded by hard cutting crystals that brought a taste of blood to her mouth.
“I don’t want a man by my side…”
The mocha ignored. She wanted her to go. She wanted to finish the conversation.. “I know…Its not your fault…I am feeling betrayed and cheated, but its not really your fault… I mean…You are just like any other human being…and you have a problem with that…but at this right moment…I don’t give a fuck…Tina…Do you understand! I am so fucking hurt!…I don’t give a damn…”
I waited years…Fuck… Years!!! And she didn’t treat, even nominated the fucking problem. Instead, she make me believe I was the problem, suficating her with love and actions. With devotion.
It was like the blonde had heard the sharp thoughts.
“I was devoted…Look what we’ve being through…You know me better than anybody else… I never allowed anyone to be this closer… I never allowed people to see me exposed…”
“And I thank you, Tina… But, see…that was just some of the faces love possessed. You trust me…Great…great! You trust me and I feel very happy, but please…This is not about you…Its about us…about me…you expected to me to face intolerance alone…Because what? I have experience?…Nobody is ready to be insulted, Tina…But I never wanted to hide myself… It’s so fucking… ridiculous… I am here! Talking about defend myself from intolerant thoughts!! Defend myself from you… We were a couple! Fuck!”
The past tense. “We were a couple”, made Tina’s heart fibrillate. “Bette…”
“C´mon…you also knew how much I felt bad for the distance and you preferred to avoid love and caress – things that you give naturally and normally to your family, male and female friends and, possibly, to any potential lover, than to me…”
“Did I never be romantic or affectionate to you? Isn’t good enough when we are between four walls? What did I do back there? All those years?”
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Wow this Tina sure has some issues. What a painful way to live.
I liked; painful, but well written. Thank you for sharing!
Braz it was so good to see one of your stories back up, and this was a chapter that the pain was cut by a very sharp knife. Tina had way too many issues about being open about being gay. And she made Bette suffer w/o a care in the world IMO. Bette wanted to show her love, feelings to thw woman she loved in the open but Tina restricted her and you know what that is not real love. this was a sad story that happens so much in real life, thank you for an outstanding story Braz!
WOW!!! My friend that was one of the BEST ending’s to a story I have ever read!!!! So sad and painfull, but it happens every day. Thank you so much for this story. You are such an AMAZING WRITER!!!
That was sad but good, like it. Please post more, thanks!
A VERY powerful chapter Braz, and final chapter to this fic. Wow…I felt myself holding my breath as I read each and every moving, emotional word. Your words always permeate deep. Thanks so much for finding the time to share your talent. xoxo
Wow I never imagined that they would have such a conversation. It was painful to read and to sense, I love what you did in this chapter my dear “lady of the night” I missed you and your name to appear on the screen terribly. Thank you so much for posting, I hope we can have another one soon. Love you
Hey dear sweet Braz! *waving* It’s SO good to see you here, dearest friend! Come to our arms and let us give you a big group tight hug. We have missed you SO much, woman! Hahaha As for the story… Gosh! We understand Bette’s pain as she learns the truth about Tina’s inner insecurities while being beside her, after 8 years of being together as a couple. It sure feels like a slap on the face. While for Bette it was a matter of showing her love, for Tina it has been a matter of shame. Sad indeed. Hope that Tina reflects that love is what makes life brighter and living according to other people’s rules is like being in prison, because there is NO freedom to show your feelings openly. Hope B&T take some steps back to work things out for the best. Thanks for sharing this story, dearest friend. Hugs & tender kisses on both your cheeks for you and Si. Love you LOTS! – Lu & Marsh (Proud Salsa Aunties to the loving JC, Eunichick, ZLFAN, T_Daze, Melrose231 and Tias Adoradas to Patpez)
mmmm….still so overpowering and so painful to read…loves power,huh?! but hope is always there isn’t it dear…our hearts,we love who we love and you just can’t talk your heart out it,so…..thank you :)
Ouch Braz, all kinds of things came into my head while reading this story, all kinds of affection is shown on all kinds of levels on a daily basis between people that love care for one another, I can’t imange going 8 years only being affectionate behind closed doors. Poor Bette. Can’t even wrap my head around Tina in this story. Thank you, Md aka Oma