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Mismatches: Who told you that?
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“C´mon, Bette…You know that its enough to us to be side by side to people know what we are… People know we are a couple…Man would come to ask about threesomes just because we’re sat at a bar or at a straight disco…That would never happen if I was with a guy…”
It was clear.
She battled against prejudice at work, at streets and there it was: inside her house.
It was shame what avoided affection.
“No…It was not shame…Are you crazy, Bette? We are together for eight years…Did you think that we had lived a lie? Are you nuts? I just cant face some kinds of rejection…I guess…its hard…Besides you are throwing away eight years of my dedication…The way you talk it shows me you never accept me the way I am…you never accept love the way I could give…”
The pain was so deep that she had to sit. And Bette sobbed.
No, she didn’t.
It was not a sob. It was a murmur of pain.
Pain became audible to Tina.
Inside her mind, it began thoughts and ideas –images- of all the moments her hand got lost in the air, over the years, without a match, without a port to dock. How many time she saw the constrained face. How many times she felt sad for Tina and also castrated by her attitude towards them. But, she understood. Her childhood. What else could make a woman like that – so positive, owner of herself, alpha – hard with feelings of love.
“Please…Look what you are thinking about me…Bette…”
“You shouldn’t be here…Tina…You should be at Heteroville…It would be so much safer, dear…You would never have this kind of problems. Go find out a mediocre, middle aged man or a young and insecure idiot…Find you some children and have the life your sister Jane and your best friends think perfect for you…after all, they never expected long eight years of gay life…”
“Don’t tell me what I want…Besides, with men , being straight I would just have another kinds of problems… Relationships bring problems…But… is the problem men? Do you really believe there is no good decent men on this fucking world?”
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Wow this Tina sure has some issues. What a painful way to live.
I liked; painful, but well written. Thank you for sharing!
Braz it was so good to see one of your stories back up, and this was a chapter that the pain was cut by a very sharp knife. Tina had way too many issues about being open about being gay. And she made Bette suffer w/o a care in the world IMO. Bette wanted to show her love, feelings to thw woman she loved in the open but Tina restricted her and you know what that is not real love. this was a sad story that happens so much in real life, thank you for an outstanding story Braz!
WOW!!! My friend that was one of the BEST ending’s to a story I have ever read!!!! So sad and painfull, but it happens every day. Thank you so much for this story. You are such an AMAZING WRITER!!!
That was sad but good, like it. Please post more, thanks!
A VERY powerful chapter Braz, and final chapter to this fic. Wow…I felt myself holding my breath as I read each and every moving, emotional word. Your words always permeate deep. Thanks so much for finding the time to share your talent. xoxo
Wow I never imagined that they would have such a conversation. It was painful to read and to sense, I love what you did in this chapter my dear “lady of the night” I missed you and your name to appear on the screen terribly. Thank you so much for posting, I hope we can have another one soon. Love you
Hey dear sweet Braz! *waving* It’s SO good to see you here, dearest friend! Come to our arms and let us give you a big group tight hug. We have missed you SO much, woman! Hahaha As for the story… Gosh! We understand Bette’s pain as she learns the truth about Tina’s inner insecurities while being beside her, after 8 years of being together as a couple. It sure feels like a slap on the face. While for Bette it was a matter of showing her love, for Tina it has been a matter of shame. Sad indeed. Hope that Tina reflects that love is what makes life brighter and living according to other people’s rules is like being in prison, because there is NO freedom to show your feelings openly. Hope B&T take some steps back to work things out for the best. Thanks for sharing this story, dearest friend. Hugs & tender kisses on both your cheeks for you and Si. Love you LOTS! – Lu & Marsh (Proud Salsa Aunties to the loving JC, Eunichick, ZLFAN, T_Daze, Melrose231 and Tias Adoradas to Patpez)
mmmm….still so overpowering and so painful to read…loves power,huh?! but hope is always there isn’t it dear…our hearts,we love who we love and you just can’t talk your heart out it,so…..thank you :)
Ouch Braz, all kinds of things came into my head while reading this story, all kinds of affection is shown on all kinds of levels on a daily basis between people that love care for one another, I can’t imange going 8 years only being affectionate behind closed doors. Poor Bette. Can’t even wrap my head around Tina in this story. Thank you, Md aka Oma