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    Music Is My Savior

    Story written on October 15, 2012 by Liah x Doll.
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    Fade Into The Background

    Seeing her up there, standing beside someone else as they prepared to take their vows brought a new light to the situation. He had long accepted it in his own way but he could in no way prepare himself for what stood before him. He noticed the occasional loving glance, that incredible glow, the discreet touches and just knew that he never stood a chance.

    He watched how she turned to face her soon to be wife, looking at her in a way that she never looked at him. It was then that he scolded himself for not noticing it sooner. For being so in love with someone who so obviously was meant for someone else.

    I just walked in, sat down silent
    I stood outside for a while
    Wondering why did I come here
    Face it, you messed up
    And now she’s with somebody else, yeah, yeah

    "Look, I’m sorry. I’m just . . I’m just trying to make sense of all this. I’m having a hard time understanding"

    She nodded in her own understanding, thinking about how to word her answer. She didn’t want to hurt him even though it was inevitable.

    "Bette and I . . we just have this . . connection like nothing I’ve ever felt before. It puts me at ease and everything just makes sense. Being with her . . its like I finally know where I belong. It has nothing to do with you"

    "Oh bullshit, Tina. This has everything to do with me. If she’s giving you something I can’t then there’s obviously something wrong with me"

    She sighed heavily, clearly frustrated with the situation and a bit taken aback with his bitterness but then, could she blame him? He had every right to hate her. She was leaving him for someone else, a woman at that.

    "There’s been something missing for me. Something that’s hard to define . . and I’ve been desperately just tying to create this thing and just looking for it but I . . I’ve just been flailing"

    She paused for a moment to collect herself, will back the tears threatening to spill over. She swallowed hard, wanting to be strong and to get him to see that they weren’t right for each other anymore.

    "And I realize now that you and I . . We’re just never gonna find it"

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    1. 👱 poor Eric, he was portrayed with so much respect. Thank you for doing this Miss Liah, not all of us are man haters. On the other hand Tina and Bette were so awesomely hot and loving, me want more. Thank you 👸

    3. Great post. I actually had some sympathy for Eric here, but the way it ended left no doubt everything happened for the right reasons. And, Eric eventually found his own happiness. Thanks for the post, Liah. :)

    4. Great story. You did well by poor Eric, yet in the end he found his love. He was right when he said he could never compete with our Bette, no one can. And I agree with what everyoneabove me has said. Thanks for posting.

    8. Thanks Liah for this story :-) well … Eric is just a man, another human being-who is being left broken hearted by his girlfriend because of finding another love.. And he is portrayed so good here, I meant all his emotions and dream and wishes all just simply reflected as he is human.. Not because he is a man. Great writing with interesting approach Liah! :-) anyway… so, when is the new installment would be ready for public consumption!? ;-) hehe… PPVS and thanks!!! :-)

    9. Thanks, that was a nice way to approach a situation that many others experience and using Eric to have the role in this beautifully written story. It was great from all sides. Thanks for the wonderful way in which you tell stories.

    11. Perfectly crafted.. who is anyone to stand in the path of true love..man or woman.. but they must be extraordinary beings to accept it with such dignity! outstanding offering once more my friend!

    12. You have a way to write with such sensitivity and heart, it’s deeply beautiful…
      And since I can so fully understand Eric here, I cannot help but thank you for this respectful way to depict the tragedy of unrequited love. I admire his courage, I would have never been able to go to the marriage of the love of my life, even if I share, totally, his sincere wish of happiness for her. Poignant but beautiful ; thank you…

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