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    Music Is My Savior

    "You know, you and Jodi had this, this shot, this wonderful shot. Something really, really, really healthy and good together and then you went and fucked it up!"

    "Jodi and I never had a shot. We didn’t, it wasn’t working . . . I love Tina. I’ve always loved Tina"

    —

    "Are you in love with Bette? Again?"

    "I’ve always been in love with her. And I feel like an asshole that I’m doing this to Jodi but I just want her back . . and I’m scared because I know that we’re just gonna like, probably fuck it up but I have to do it. You know I can’t help it, its something that I can’t help. I want to be with her"

    "You guys, you know . . you belong together"

    "Yup, you do"

    "You’ve always have"

    *****

    Something always brings me back to you
    It never takes too long
    And no matter what I say or do
    I’ll still feel you here ’til the moment I’m gone

    Tina lounged on one of the patio chairs in the early morning as she overlooked her small garden, a warm blanket draped over her legs. One of them were bent at the knee and it swung lazily left and right as she took note of just how small her garden was. It was nothing compared to the one she had when she lived with Bette.

    Bette.

    It had been a little more than a day since Tina had last seen her . . ex? Reconciled lover? She wasn’t sure how to label the brunette she never stopped loving. They had both declared their love for each other about two weeks earlier but as always, things had taken a complicated spin. Tina wasn’t even sure if reconciling was something Bette wanted at the moment, the thought alone scared her right down to her core.

    Tina knew she couldn’t go back to being Bette’s friend anymore than she could stand not being part of the brunette’s life. It was impossible, they were connected in so many ways that they could never stay apart for long.

    Tina had tried to subdue the feelings she had never really let go, she tried so many times to convince herself that getting involved with Bette again would only yield results ending in chaos . . but it didn’t work.

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    Comments

    1. I’m speechless…wow Liah, that was so hot and so beautifully written! This scene should have definitely been put in the show, it’s amazing! As you already know, I was a silent reader for a long time but I just had to make an account so that I could tell you how awesome I think you are and how much I love your stories. So here it is, my first official comment. Thank you and welcome back ! :D

    2. This was a great filler. I sure wish there could have been something like this in the show. What we got was pretty disappointing. Thanks for coming back with this one!

    3. Great start, hope this story has more chapters coming. This is far better than what we were left with to decide how it might have been and what was left unexplored. Many of our writers are so much better than those employed by IC and Showtime. Thanks for sharing.

    4. Liah, you are just wonderful. You managed to put the missing pieces of the puzzle at the right places. Season 5 is my favorite season but I have to admit that a lot of scenes are far too superficial and uncompleted. With this story the reunion process of Bette and Tina finally makes sense.And thank you for using this song, it’s one of my favorite and you created a matching screenplay for it. Your talent is undisputable and still with every new post you show us that you can improve your writing skills to an even larger extent. Thank you for making my day a little brighter with your stories.

    5. Never happy when you stay away, but if this story is the reward then I’ll take it. What a magnificent update. That was a huge gap in season 5 and I think your take on it feels in the story perfectly. Don’t stay away so long, please.

    6. Never happy when you stay away, but if this story is the reward then I’ll take it. What a magnificent update. That was a huge gap in season 5 and I think your take on it feels in the story perfectly. Don’t stay away so long, please.

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