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    Phobia (Chapter 3)

    Story written on December 15, 2006 by 2geeky.
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    Fear of hurt.

    A lit cigarette was pinched between the fingertips of my left hand while a half-empty bottle of Jack Daniels was cradled safely in my right. “I’m getting over Carmen.” came my flat reply.

    “Where did she go?” Al’s intrigue over Carmen’s whereabouts would have confused me if the alcohol wasn’t making me numb, physically and emotionally.

    “Away from me.” My pessimistic behavior was getting out of control. “Isn’t that where everybody goes?”

    Dana wasn’t impressed and Alice had crept up on me and took the bottle from my hand. “I want you to quit this shit.” After disposing of the alcohol, she came back as I put out the cigarette on the tip of my shoe, much to her horror. “Gimme that.” I handed her the filter and saw the disgust on her face while Dana shook her head and perched against the wall. “I’ve got to call Carmen and make sure she’s okay. Can you keep an eye on her?”

    Al asked Dana who nodded and finally took a seat on the coffee table in front of me after Alice had stepped out of the room to make a call.

    Dane was watching me intently and I was struggling to keep the alcohol down. “Why are you doing this?” Her question was one that I couldn’t find a reasonable answer to so I shrugged my shoulders. “Are you trying to hurt Carmen?”

    “Say what?” I didn’t understand the context behind that one, but she was patient enough to explain.

    “The easiest and most effective way to hurt someone that loves you is to hurt yourself.”

    Something told me she was speaking from experience. “Carmen doesn’t love me. And no, I’m not trying to hurt her; I’m just tired of feeling.”

    “You really scare me sometimes.”

    My eyes were battling to stay open and I knew that I was about to pass out until Alice walked back into the room, making my head snap up. “She’s stressed out, but she’s on her way home so she’ll be okay.” Al informed us about Carmen’s state of mind.

    “I wish I could say the same about this one.” Dana pointed at me like a target.

    “She didn’t even give me a chance to explain.” I muttered to no one in particular.

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    1. hey thanx for warning me… ya i loved this post a little worried about carmen but maybe her in trouble is just what it takes to get sharmen back together. ya ya ya i know i am a happy sharmen lover for life sorry. maybe soon? ayway keep it up its great.

    2. hahaha De_leish_ous i thought i was the only one doing that.. i highlight all the alice words in a page and just skip all the other storylines hehe well nice update 2geeky.. u left us wonder what alice was going to say and i hope carmen is ok. oh and i am so glad the alice/carmen bond is pretty good i love it…

    3. Excellent update.. as always.. can’t wait to find out what kind of trouble carmen has gotten herself into… lol great shane and dana scene by the way love danas ‘im not taken any of your shit’ additude.. as for shane, she needs to get her shit togeather and take responsibility for her actions.. just a thought.. anyways please post soon.. like now cuz i need more..:P

    9. Normally if I’m honest I just skip through stories about all the characters until I get to Alice/Dana but this one has me reading everything! Awesome post 2geeky, I just want to know more and more about everything so ya gotta post soon! xx

    10. yay! can you tell my happy mood? can you? lol i hope you can, do i gotta say it? ok, ok i will- I LOVED IT! i really like how you get into the characters head and show us what they are thinking etc you write them 2 well! Poor Al! just want to hug her lol and yep, i agree U R A TEASE! i wanna know what Alice was going to tell Dana! lol is it?… I need you? i want you to leave Lara or I’m leaving? lol give me something babe!- and also aside from leaving me wanting you’ve left me worried what could of happened to Carmen? dun dun dun! lol Well i can’t wait! plz post soon! u r… well i must invent a new word because great and fantastic just wont do :) x0x0

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