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    Story written on July 1, 2008 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=70137
    Author Notes:

    Don’t you change, rearrange what I’ve said.

     

     

     

    “I want an address….in Russia.”

     

     

     

    “He was your responsibility not mine. Besides everyone knows you know him better than anyone.”

     

     

     

    “You know Alice I feel really dumb. I was palling around with him and turns out he was playing me….like a fucking Game boy you remember those right? I don’t really care about the messed up fucking double and triple fuck over’s, I don’t care that Shane is a gene spliced killing mechanism, I don’t care that you tried to fuck B&T over, I don’t even care that you left Shane to die in Antarctica of all the fucking places….all I want is an address. It’s not complex or anything. Just tell me where he is.”

     

     

    “I can’t.”

     

     

    Getting up out of her comfy chair. Walking over, my heels clicking on the linoleum. I could hear the gears of her mind turning. The reason Alice never made it this far is simple. She has no guts.

     

     

     

    “Carmen, really it’s a miracle they didn’t terminate my contract. I am in a world of shit and most times I am not even sure how it happened.”

     

     

    “Write it down take a Xanex open your wrists. Shane told me once that the Romans instead of dealing with dishonor, they would open their wrists. Give me the fucking address and go take a vacation…..There’s work out there……”

     

     

     

    Leaving Alice in her office to stew I make my way through the halls. I head down towards the Dead Pool. No one was around so my mind gets the best of me. I think about how everything got all crazy for me. I think about that first time I saw Shane.

     

     

    I got into the fight with my instructor. I was running my 250th lap around the grounds. My body was burning, my lungs where empty, legs where rubber, I threw up 3 times and there she was. Hair a messy greasy mess, hanging in her eyes. She was chewing a straw from a McDonald’s cup. She was just off the bus, still in her Marine fatigues, she was looking around and Bette was talking to her. She didn’t see me.

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    1. Goddamn! I read your first notes, then I read your second notes anyway. (I’m such a terrible listener, but I’m glad I did it.) I think I get what you mean about them being closer, and I think you’ve been doing it throughout the story (in other stories too). I mean, extraordinary circumstances create extraordinary bonds. I could be wrong, but I don’t like to think so. Never do. ;) Hm, I think I’ll come back and read the story later so the notes don’t influence my reading. . . plus it helps to ration the story until August.

    2. I am so excited that YOU are back with a new story!! I don’t visit this site that often so I didn’t know that you are posting again until Ch 6!! I love this series and love your writing… It’s refreshing to read something like this other than fluffy stuff. Shane and Carmen have suffered so much in this story… I don’t care if it’s happy ending, just relieve them from their pain please!! I like how you start to write some chapters from Carmen’s POV too. So she is trying to save Shane!! I hope Shane will understand that and start to trust her again… I am sure both had/have done things that they are not proud of but I sense that they want to be together… they just want to be together and forget their past. Why can’t people just leave them alone?! We have to wait 3 weeks for the next update? You are killing me here…

    3. Your note is kinda cipher to me. I dont get it as a spoiler. I am not smart obviously. BTW I hope there is more flashback. But I have to wait for next chapter for 3 weeks and I need to plan my vacation instead of wandering here. Wish your great break.

    5. okk i have to admit sometimes i dont understand what you’re saying… that makes me go back and read it again and again… then when i get it i cant get it out of y head…. it happens to me every-time.

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