She did not want to see this.  She didnt want to be there and now.  She didnt want to believe what her eyes were seeing.  She really hoped that she was still in bed tossing and turning and trying to sleep.  She wished that shed never left her bedroom.  And most of all she wished that she wasnt alone.  She could never deal with this on her own.  She didn’t want to deal with it on her own.  She wasnt sure what to do next!

And oh my God, it is.

Tinas heart started to hammer so hard inside of her chest and she felt the blood draining out of her face.

Tina:  No it cant be.  Oh my God, oh my God.  I cant believe it.  Oh my God. It can’t be!!

Tina moved the horse out of her way and like a possessed woman she started to run the rest of the way down the hill.  She ran as fast as her legs could carry her towards the river bank falling to the ground and getting up again.  She has never been so scared in all of her life and her legs were barely carrying her.  It felt like it was taking her forever to get there and that her eyes were playing nasty tricks on her.  Tina wanted to make sure that what she had seen was really what she thought she saw.  She fell to the ground just by the river bank and got very close.  She has never been so horrified in all of her life.  She got down on bended knees, all wet and muddy.  She was frantic and terrified and her hands were shaking badly.

Oh my God it is.  Oh my Good, what am I going to do?

Tina was hysteric she had not dealt with something like this before.  What?  Where?  Oh fuck.  What brought it here?  Where does it come from?  Who’s body was this.

Tina turned the body over.  It was all muddy and dirty and soaking wet.  It was a woman and her hair was all over her face.  Tina tried to clear the hair away so that she could see her face and see if she could recognise her.  Frightened she bent over the body even closer, listening and checking for signs of life.  She looked up no one was around only her and Shiraz.  She put her fingers on the neck checking for pulse.  The woman’s body felt very cold as it was drenched in water.  Her lips were blue and there were no signs of life in her.  But Tina kept her hand on her neck and checked properly hoping that the woman was still alive.