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Remembering Me – Bette Porter L Word

My eyes drift down from the clouds and I hope the secret blog I started will have answers today. My cravings for the milkiness of Tina’s breasts, a very new scent in my house, has me tuned to it, like a hungry dog.
I slip out of bed and stealthily make my way to my computer in the dining room.
Twenty minutes later –
I hear the shower cutting off and I switch my browser to NPR. On a low volume, Fresh Air with Terry Gross plays through the speakers, as Tina comes down the hallway and breezes past me on her way to the kitchen.
The refrigerator opens and closes.
”Bette, I’m going out shopping to buy grapes. What else do we need?”
”There’s a list around here somewhere.” I slap at my hips, but for the eighth day in a row I’m still in pajamas, no pockets.
”Here it is. Okay, got it,” I say, as her head appears around the corner of the dining room. ”I found it under a notebook.”
”Bye!” she says, taking the list. ”The baby’s fed and she’ll need changing soon.”
”I got this.” I answer, as Tina scoops up her keys and leaves.
Immediately, I reconnect to my blog, ostensibly about breast feeding, but I’m actually seeking more.
I see a post from DaisyMae33 and I clap my hands together. Maybe today I’ll get some answers!
DaisyMae33 writes:
”This is my first pregnancy, and I really didn’t know what to expect. My hometown is far away from where I live so, I’m pretty much doing this alone with my boyfriend. Do any other new mothers have this going on? My boyfriend has lost his mind over sucking my breast milk.”
I stop reading and my mouth drops open.
Jesus, I’m not alone…
”At first, when I got home from the hospital he was really good about keeping away from me, but then, one night after I’d gotten some rest, he was on me like a thunder for my milk.”
I repeat her description aloud in what I guess is her rural accent, “on me like a thunder.”
Nodding my head, I read on.
”It’s something I’ve never dreamed of mixing with sex. It’d felt strange at first, cause it was meant for the baby, but he loves it so.
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(14 votes, average: 4.86 out of 5)
Wow. Such intense, tender moments again in the Porter-Kennard household, blackbird. I hope the new and exhausted mommies will find a way to really talk because they’re both going through a lot with the baby’s arrival. The sports announcer’s narration of Bette’s daring dive? Hilarious! That speaks volumes on Bette’s desperation for intimacy at that point.
Btw, are these season two stories a prequel to your earlier post-Lez Girls party and Mustangs posts? You’re on a roll here, so please continue this train of thought. But I hope you’ll get back and finish Mustangs too, at some point. You left us with a cliffhanger and I’m really curious how that story ends.
I have been meaning to tell you for many weeks now how much I love and appreciate your work, these lovely, unique stories, your gift for words and generosity for sharing your work and posting on a regular basis. Many thanks and two thumbs’ up, blackbird! Please write on! Cheers! ;D
Awesome writing and description of their most intimate and powerful moments. Their neural synapses are bathed in hormones and they can’t stop. Please continue.
A babysitter would help. If they had more moments like these, they would not go through all the crazy stuff that went on in Season 3.
*thud*…I fainted with that scene.. And love what is going on to Bette’s mind..Hilarious!… she’s quite desperate. ..:p to be laid.
I go for it and as I hold her by the back of her head and kiss her with everything I’ve got, I send up a victory flare. I dedicate this one kiss to all the frustrated motherfuckers out there.
Lines like that are awesome, and amusing too.
Thanks for another entertaining chapter!
A babysitter is really necessary.I love your writing.Thank you.
Thank you so much for your stories! Yes, please finish Mustangs.
i laughed about the 2nd shower scene about bette rushed to be with tina in the shower and again at the end when Tina quoted ” need a babysiter”. this is my 2nd favorite stories .. it is deeply passionate and i like the way you describes every details in the love scenes in the story.. i love reading about passion. “Milkyway” is my favorite and this is 2nd best.. thankful for you to share this stories …wonderfully done and great reading.
my dear lord… ..It’s like read it the first time…
This is crazy, fucking mind blowing, some deep shit, the emotions and feelings these two go through is extraordinary!
I think I missed this first read round! Glad I didn’t this time! Brilliant!
Good God! This chapter is the most highly charged and erotic that I think I’ve ever read. In my long years of living this side of the fence, This is my first encounter with the desire for breast milk and the deep connection that is struck when partners are brave enough to recognise it and indulge.
What a way back for Bette. I love your writing and you’re definitely in my top three of the best visual storytellers. I could hear Bette thinking and the deep dive that she took at the end of this chapter was magnificent.