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Remembering Me – Bette Porter L Word

”Last night he came home, after talking to his older sister about her having babies, and said, if I wanted to I could keep lactating after the baby was weened. I know he’s getting serious about this new thing between us, and honestly, I’m thinking about it. Any of you other new mothers being asked about this?”
I lean back in my chair. Would Tina ever, ever, ever in a million years…?
The next post is from BabyRuth123:
”This is our first child, and I’m not the daddy exactly. My girlfriend gave birth to a beautiful baby girl last month, and every body if you need to, just get over it ’cause we’re lesbians.
”Where we live there aren’t any women, who are so openly gay they wanna hang a big sign over their heads by having a baby, but we finally just didn’t give a hoot anymore, and we live out of town and on my ranch, anyway.
”The baby’s schedule’s finally settling down, but my girlfriend’s hormones are still running the show! Anybody got any thoughts on how long this new mother phase lasts? I’m starting to feel a little sex crazy out here.”
I write my post using my handle, MilkyWay33, and describe my own breast milk dilemma with Tina.
”My partner had a C-section, not by design but by emergency. Her scar is healing, but she’s still sore and the baby never sleeps through the night. So, what we do share is not much sleeping, but no lovemaking either.”
I lean back in my chair wondering: why it feels so good to confess my problems to total strangers?
I continue, ”A few night ago she came to bed with her breasts still full of milk. Maybe she’d forgotten to pump after feeding the baby, or maybe she was just too tired – I don’t know how it happened – but it did. Now, every time night falls and the baby’s had her last feeding, I want her milk again.
”Helpful advice from new mothers and their partners welcome.”
I never have days like this.
I hit ’Send’.
One hour later –
Angelica is in her baby carrier in the bathroom with me. My plan is to shower and take a much needed reevaluating look at myself in the mirror. Should I get job? Or should I borrow money until I can support us on my newly discovered fixation of painting mother and child watercolors? I suppose that’s a plan,…if I’m feeling delusional.
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(14 votes, average: 4.86 out of 5)
Wow. Such intense, tender moments again in the Porter-Kennard household, blackbird. I hope the new and exhausted mommies will find a way to really talk because they’re both going through a lot with the baby’s arrival. The sports announcer’s narration of Bette’s daring dive? Hilarious! That speaks volumes on Bette’s desperation for intimacy at that point.
Btw, are these season two stories a prequel to your earlier post-Lez Girls party and Mustangs posts? You’re on a roll here, so please continue this train of thought. But I hope you’ll get back and finish Mustangs too, at some point. You left us with a cliffhanger and I’m really curious how that story ends.
I have been meaning to tell you for many weeks now how much I love and appreciate your work, these lovely, unique stories, your gift for words and generosity for sharing your work and posting on a regular basis. Many thanks and two thumbs’ up, blackbird! Please write on! Cheers! ;D
Awesome writing and description of their most intimate and powerful moments. Their neural synapses are bathed in hormones and they can’t stop. Please continue.
A babysitter would help. If they had more moments like these, they would not go through all the crazy stuff that went on in Season 3.
*thud*…I fainted with that scene.. And love what is going on to Bette’s mind..Hilarious!… she’s quite desperate. ..:p to be laid.
I go for it and as I hold her by the back of her head and kiss her with everything I’ve got, I send up a victory flare. I dedicate this one kiss to all the frustrated motherfuckers out there.
Lines like that are awesome, and amusing too.
Thanks for another entertaining chapter!
A babysitter is really necessary.I love your writing.Thank you.
Thank you so much for your stories! Yes, please finish Mustangs.
i laughed about the 2nd shower scene about bette rushed to be with tina in the shower and again at the end when Tina quoted ” need a babysiter”. this is my 2nd favorite stories .. it is deeply passionate and i like the way you describes every details in the love scenes in the story.. i love reading about passion. “Milkyway” is my favorite and this is 2nd best.. thankful for you to share this stories …wonderfully done and great reading.
my dear lord… ..It’s like read it the first time…
This is crazy, fucking mind blowing, some deep shit, the emotions and feelings these two go through is extraordinary!
I think I missed this first read round! Glad I didn’t this time! Brilliant!
Good God! This chapter is the most highly charged and erotic that I think I’ve ever read. In my long years of living this side of the fence, This is my first encounter with the desire for breast milk and the deep connection that is struck when partners are brave enough to recognise it and indulge.
What a way back for Bette. I love your writing and you’re definitely in my top three of the best visual storytellers. I could hear Bette thinking and the deep dive that she took at the end of this chapter was magnificent.