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    Round the Bend 3

    Story written on February 7, 2008 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Heat from the sun somedays slowly passes.Until then, you have to live with yourself.

      

    We walked very fast back to our house and I knew that I had fucked up in a very real and scary way. That was the first sign to Trish that I was not what she expected.

     

     

     

     After the night of the car crash and just after the morning of tiger sex I was distracted. She was asking me if I wanted coffee with the guns on the counter. She was angry with me and I knew that it was ending. There was too much I had not said to her. There were too many unanswered questions. Too much to do about everything.

     

     

     

    “I don’t want any coffee….thanks.” I say as she attempts to hand me a cup.

     

    “Do you love her?’

     

    “What?”

     

    “Shane…don’t ok…..three years….its a long time…..it didn’t feel like it….it feels like yesterday….that we meet…….Do you love Carmen…..I think you do….I think you’ve always loved her…carried her with you…..”

     

    “Why are you saying this to me…..what have I done?”

     

    “Nothing….you’ve done nothing…..since we saw her….its like your not here….then these…..and they are for her I understand that…but what are they for?”

     

    “It’s not my story…you know everything about me….I’ve told you everything about me.”

     

    “No…..you haven’t….I’m not going to go round and round about this with you….I just want to know if you are in love with her…”

     

    ‘No…..I was…..I mean I did love her……but that’s not what this is about.”

     

    “So what….what Shane…..you can’t say it…..you can’t say it to me….you are asking me to trust you…and trust us…..but you can’t say the words and you can’t tell me the truth….can you?”

     

    “Please don’t do this to me…..ok…you are my world…..she is my past…..it’s not in my hands anymore…….”

     

    “I understand….its probably for my own good isn’t it? Its better that I don’t know, right…cause I’m not from your world….right? Not ghetto enough….just some trophy for you…..”

     

    ‘No…..no…not even close….you saved me I’ve told you this….I am not lying to you…..”

     

    ‘Say it Shane…say the words….say them……or I’ll know where we stand….say them before you leave and get yourself killed……say them…..please…..”

     

     

    I was crying. Like a brokenhearted teen. My chin was resting on her table my hand in my hair, grabbing handfuls of it. She was so smart…she knew……

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    2. Really appreciate you posting this. Would love to hear you reconsidering your self imposed ‘retirement’. I like your dark style, it’s actually refreshing as a change up from the usual stories in here. Don’t suppose you would ever consider a happy Sharmen ending? lol. Not that it matters, I will still look out for new fic from you in case you do decide to write (and post) again. Take care NDF! :)

    3. you are fucking crazyyyy you trully are…. i mean i pray to god that you come back and when you do you do not one update but a full story… and you killllllll shane and crmen lol u are the only writer i would let kill does two lol fucking crazy as always but so fucking good! you cant stop now… u just cant cuz… you love writing and hell we sure like reading it… so… dont say good bye one more time i dont think i can take it~

    5. WOW!!!!!!!!!! So fucking dark and tragic as always. It was really really good!It would be fantstic if you would stick around and continue to write!!!LOVE!

    7. Great to see you back for however long it is! Thanks for posting this and keeping us all in touch with your alt universe. I really appreciate all your versions of “imperfect” Shane and Carmen.

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