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    Round the Bend 3

    Story written on February 7, 2008 by New Dawn Fades.
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    Heat from the sun somedays slowly passes.Until then, you have to live with yourself.

     

    I should have seen it sooner. I should have seen it that night. The way she moved, the way she felt, how brutal it was, like a punishment, was it mine or hers? I wish I could remember these things the way they happened. I’m starting to think pain and the knowledge of my death, of our death….its affecting how I remember these things….

     

     

     

     

    “Carm……Carmen!”

     

    “Don’t yell….I…can hear….”

     

    “You remember when you left me….” I stop not knowing what to say.

     

    “…………………………I’m sorry…” She says after a long time.

     

    “Stay with me….Carmen…..Carmen…..Carmen!”

     

    “I….I’m sorry….”

     

     

    I lean my head on her shoulder and I know it hurts her. She takes her hand and holds mine in hers.

     

     

    “You left that message on my wall….was I the edge of no escape?”

     

     

    She laughs. It’s choked and pained but she laughs.

     

     

    “You know…..I don’t know why I wrote that…..hehehe…..I think….that…I was afraid….everything…you said……It made me scared……this is so fucked up….”

     

     

    The sirens are getting closer.

     

     

     

    Tricia and I dated for six months before I couldn’t take it anymore and gave in. I was resolved to fall in love the old fashioned way, to get to know each other, and go the movies and meet her parents. It was probably the least stressful time in my life. I worked, went out with her, took walks with her, bought cd’s with her went to the symphony with her if you can believe that. The night in question was meeting her parents. A doctor and a entertainment lawyer.

     

    The doctor was her mother. She was a brain surgeon her little girl was her world. Her father was her agent and a entertainment lawyer. He was very proud of his little girl. They liked me enough and saw that I cared about their daughter. Then the subject turned to what I did for a living and they where appalled. How could she do this to them….it was bad enough they would never have grandchildren, it was bad enough that I seemed to be an orphan to them, it was bad enough that Tricia was ten years older than me….and to add the indignity of their baby girl, well she’s in love with a register girl from a organic supermarket….yes…check please.

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    2. Really appreciate you posting this. Would love to hear you reconsidering your self imposed ‘retirement’. I like your dark style, it’s actually refreshing as a change up from the usual stories in here. Don’t suppose you would ever consider a happy Sharmen ending? lol. Not that it matters, I will still look out for new fic from you in case you do decide to write (and post) again. Take care NDF! :)

    3. you are fucking crazyyyy you trully are…. i mean i pray to god that you come back and when you do you do not one update but a full story… and you killllllll shane and crmen lol u are the only writer i would let kill does two lol fucking crazy as always but so fucking good! you cant stop now… u just cant cuz… you love writing and hell we sure like reading it… so… dont say good bye one more time i dont think i can take it~

    5. WOW!!!!!!!!!! So fucking dark and tragic as always. It was really really good!It would be fantstic if you would stick around and continue to write!!!LOVE!

    7. Great to see you back for however long it is! Thanks for posting this and keeping us all in touch with your alt universe. I really appreciate all your versions of “imperfect” Shane and Carmen.

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