Both women were totally lost on their own regrets so much they forgot about the other feelings. Helena was not sure about Dylan, she was not sure it she was broken because she betrayed her loved or because she just wanted her money… and the kids… she knew they were ok with Winnie, but,… she never stopped thinking if she could have done differently with her and still be married with the children. Alice however was so lost in herself that never though about other human being having problems.

Few minutes later without saying a word both looked the other with an apology on their eyes Sorry Alice…I’ve been selfish Alice denied with her head I’m sorry too Helena, both have our own problems, and sometimes are big enough to make us forget about them… so… leaving apart this deep conversation… both smiled Lara is great though I used to hate her because Dana left me for her. I understand her reasons, Lara really, really loves Dana, and pay attention to the present tense I used Helena, because is the real truth she is still in love with her, as much as I’m still in love with Dana too. I know every time she looks at me, she had kissed me or touched me, she is doing it because is a way to feel close to Dana and the same happens to me… And I can understand this, but, do you know every time I look a woman? I see what Dana had and what this woman hadn’t, not tall enough, fat, thin, shy, funny, sad, blonde, redhaired… Alice was about to fell down broken in tears. She was totally in love with Dana and the break up when Lara came back was awful for Alice, then Dana became ill and Alice took good care of her as friend and ex. Alice loved Dana so much as to stole her ashes during her funeral to allow Dana to have the burial she wanted with her real family. The worst thing was that Dana, first as friend and then as a lover, had been the light that showed Alice the path to walk in… without Dana Alice had been lost, now thanks to Helena and Bette the blonde started to see the daylight.