Al, it’s not your fault, I know you feel in some way responsible for what happened to her, you were with her as much as you could, you gave her all the support of the world, you gave her all your love,… we tried to help her, or at least we tried to make her feel so much confortable as possible during the last days,… but it was her destiny… We all wish she would be here to see Kit pregnant, to celebrate Angelica’s birthdays,… even to see to asking if Bette and I are having sex…Alice you have, no, you need to get over everything, you need to go on with your life as much as I need to go over Dylan… let’s try Alice…

Alice’s face was full of tears, she stood up and ask Helena for a walk by the beach. Half and hour later they were again at the house. Both were feeling a little better, both had made her own promises about future and at least seemed for had made amends with their pasts.

Thank you Helena, you are good friend and you are right, we need to go over Dylan, Dana, Winnie, Dana, Lara, Dana… Alice was smiling and made Helena smiled too, they hugged each other and said bye.

After been making amends Helena felt a big remorse about how badly she behaved with Bette. When she first heard Bette’s name was on her mother’s lips, all Peggy was able to say about Bette was that she was clever, attractive, sexy, funny, with a great career, totally independent from her family, very sure of who she was though she was the daughter of a mixed marriage, yada, yada, yada… Helena was jealous, she couldn’t remember the last time her mother’s voice was so full of proud when talking about her own daughter.

Sometime later Bette and Helena met and what she saw was that Bette was so perfect and much more. Helena hated Bette for having the love and proud of Peggy. Bette had no choice. Then Helena met Tina and things were worse, if possible.

When Helena met Tina she didn’t knew, or at least she was not sure that she was Bette’s girlfriend. Peggy had told Helena that Bette had a wife called Tina, but Helena knew for sure that LA was full of Tinas… and Peggy also said that Tina was a housewife, not a social worker. Helena started seducing Tina because she liked her very much, then she discovered Bette and Tina were having divorced, and she decided she would have Tina without any doubt totally conscious about how hard it would be for Bette; her wife having sex with her boss…