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Seemingly Lost Chptr. 18
“Are you out of your fucking mind!?” she screamed as she got out of her car slamming the door shut.
“You can’t leave.” she declared.
”Oh god,“ she said as she turned on her heels almost wanting to walk away from this impending argument. She ran both hands through her hair not really believing that this was about to happen in the middle of the street. “Then tell me why I should stay.”
“Because I need you here.” she struggled to get that out as she searched her mind for the right thing to say in order to get Bette to stay.
Bette looked at Tina and a car swerved by them honking their horn as they passed and as she looked at Tina she could see that she was struggling to get out the true meaning of her impromptu appearance. “Have you forgiven me Tina? Do you really want me to stay here, or are you just afraid of losing the security I provide for anger?”
“What the fuck? I said I want you to stay, what else do you want from me?”
“I want the truth. I think I’ve earned it after the hell you’ve put me through.”
“What? How can you stand there and say I put you through anything, if anyone has a right to be upset it’s me…”
“And I’ve given you that. I‘ve taken all the blame and hate I can stand. I let you drop the entire load on me and still I stood waiting for you to say you’ve forgiven me. But you’ve continued to hate me and let Justine slide with a pass. I can’t… I can’t take anymore Tina.” she said letting her emotions slip through her words and lace her voice with all the pain she’d bared for days.
“What do you want from me Bette?!” she screamed.
“I want forgiveness! I want my friend back! I’ll take you not loving me, but at least give me back my friend. Because she would give the forgiveness I deserve and tell me she loves me for what I truly am to her, not someone to take the brunt of your anger and sharp words used to cut wounds already deep enough.”
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(2 votes, average: 3.50 out of 5)
How can Tina let Bette go? Bette didn’t cheat on her. Bette was just loving her and trying to keep her from getting hurt. I feel for Tina,but hurt for Bette. Tina right now is the loser.
wow please post soon
OMg finally caught up! u gonna fix this right???? so sad sniff… but bette is right… tina needs to clear her head! :)PPS
This is so heartbreaking. It is not fair to Bette and I hope that Tina realizes that the reason she is so upset with Bette is because she actually is head over heels in love with her.
So much emotion. I can’t wait for you to fix these two. PS
Damn this is sad, don’t leave Bette!
Glad to see you back but this was a melencholy chapter. How r u gonna fix this?
Heartbreaking…
OK Netta…you brought tears to my eyes with that one. I know you will make it all better. You post whenever you can..it is always a treat to see that you have posted. Thanks for this great story.
god great writing, heartbreaking, but great writing!!!!
Oh, what a beautifully written chappie, but so sad. Please make it right. PPS.
so sad. please don’t leave us hanging too long …. i need to see how you are going to fix this (hint!). great story. pps
I just read the chapter again..it was just so wonderfully written, full of emotion…oh yea..and I was also hoping for more. ; )
WTH is wrong with Tina? how could she just let Bette go after that? very emotional…those two need to learn how to communicate and rely on their true feelings…i feel depressed now :(
This Tia is really making me want to slap her.Is she really going to let Bette go across the country.She needs to get her head out of her ass and confront the real betrayer here:Justine.Nicely written.
omfg! i’ve just spent the last 2 and a bit hrs reading this story and i’m gutted im up to date and there’s no more!! but tina’s made bette pay enough now, she needs to make the move to make things right, pps its absolutely brilliant!!
Wow-my heart hurts for them. Great job. PPS!