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    Sun Salutations: Chapter 30 “A Reason”

    Story written on January 25, 2006 by greentea.
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    Part 1 of 3: “A Reason”

     

    “Okay then.”  Helena muttered unenthusiastically as she quickly turned on her heel after participating in possibly the most awkward greeting in fucking history.

     

    Bette grabbed the few small pieces of designer luggage and carefully placed them in the trunk and the miniature backseat of her car.

     

    Helena gracefully folded herself in the passenger seat, pressed her head against the headrest and allowed her thoughts to consume her.   She wondered what she should say to the woman she was in love with, if anything.  Afterall, hadn’t she said enough?   For all intents and purposes, she had basically told Bette that she hated Tina.  Admit it Helena.   There’s no redemption for that kind of transgression.  You fucked up.    In fact, she didn’t even know why she agreed to Bette picking her up from the airport. This was too awkward for her. And even though Bette’s convertible provided access to unlimited amounts of air, Helena was suffocating.  She wished she knew what to say, but she didn’t.  She recalled the look on Bette’s face after their argument in New York.  Pure, irrefutable hurt was written all over a smooth caramel surface in thick, bold strokes.  And to make matters worse, Helena was the sole artist of the unattractive work of non-art.  I am such a fucking idiot. She shook her head at the thought of the unbelievable act she had previously committed.  Idiot.

     

    Bette decidedly closed the top of her car.  She didn’t want to compete with wind and other extraneous distractions.   Helena started to speak only to be drowned out by soft sincerity.

     

    “I miss you Hel.”   Bette’s voice cracked as she rolled to a stoplight.  Both women held the others gaze as they became lost in a flurry of shared yesterdays and heart warming memories.

     

    Bette flipped off someone in her rearview mirror for blowing their horn, forcing the two to return to the present.

     

    “I miss you too Bette…more than you’ll ever know, darling.  I really am sorry for what I said about Ti”

     

    “Look Hel.  You’ve apologized a million times and I accept your apology.   No matter how much I want you and Tina to like each other, you don’t. To be honest, you don’t have to like her but I won’t tolerate you disrespecting her and that’s what happened.”   Bette stated as matter of fact.  The memory of their argument in New York was still fresh and left a bad taste in her mouth.  She frowned at the recollection.

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    1. Ohhh soo sad, but so very true as well. You can’t have a more polar opposite than a powerful connection at the cost of a devestating seperation…the worst and best feelings in the world…pls post that next chp that is sitting in your computer…….PLLLSSSSeee xoxoxoxoxoxox

    2. okay, if i got it right: Helena came to Bette’s life for reason (to help her after bette’s husband left) and now this reason is gone and so is Helena…i haven’t read part 2 yet, but i hope part 3: lifetime is about B&T being right for each other for a lifetime…after the way s3 is going, i really hope that fan fic will remain a happy land for B&T…thanks greenie, you made my evening, after coming home from boring work and seeing 2 chapters from you, knowing how busy you are…btw, guess what i’m drinking? ;)

    4. Oh man, props to you again for an excellent chapter. As for my trip to San Fran., you better believe those Sea lions were driving me out of my ever-loving mind at the Pier. And that friggin smell! Strangely enough, all I could do was laugh and my friend was like, “Umm, the noise they’re making isn’t that funny.” Little did she know. Hollaback with part 3 when time allows, greentea.

    6. “Both Helena and Bette missed the friendship they once shared, but neither woman wanted to cause the other stress by trying to revive something they both knew was dying.”… “Lving without you…Is like living in a world of constant fear…Hear my plea (hear my plea)…I’ve got to make you see (gotta make you see)…That our love is dying (our love is dying)…”

    7. Damn! For some strange reason my last comment wasn’t posted :( Well, you can imagine what I wrote: the story is GRRREAT, hot, sexy, interesting, fun, crazy, sensual… I absolutely love how you write. Just one plea: be nice to poor Helena!!! And keep posting! ;) A fan from the Old Continent

    8. Greentea, great chapter as always. I feel how you do about season 3, pls don’t do to Tina what IC has, she has taken the character we all know and love to soemthing dark. At least in FF we can see them how we want/

    9. Wow once again I am feeling sorry for Helena. A friend gave me a theory which as Season 3 goes on I have been giving more and more thought. The theory goes that for some reason Tina and Helena have switched bodies. The Tina you see before us in S3 is really Helena in Tina ‘s body and the Helena in S3 which we are all begining to like is in fact Tina in Helena’s body. It just makes so much sense. And you with today’s addition have added to that theory as I am feeling so sorry for Helena here. Great job.

    10. Wow Greentea, not only one but two post in one night. This is truly an exciting day for me. The computer is recovering at a slow, yet steady pace. It may be intensive care for a week or two depending on how you go with the other two parts of this trilogy. Off to read second part.

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