LesFan

Lesbian Fan Social Network

    Fan Fiction

    This story has been set to a rating of PG-13. Age verification is required to proceed.

    Age Verification

    I am years of age as of today, November 10, 2026

    Enter your current age into the field provide above. Stories with a rating of R or NC-17 may contain material not suitable for children. LesFan requires that all individuals wishing to read these stories confirm they are of at least 17 years of age. LesFan uses the MPAA rating labeling system for all stories.

    LesFan will also make a best attempt to filter profane words in stories that are not rated R or NC-17 unless the individual confirms they are of at least 17 years of age.

    LesFan uses the following rating scale for stories.






    Submit

    Sun Salutations: Chapter 30 “A Reason”

    Story written on January 25, 2006 by greentea.
     Login to add story to favorites
     Login to add author to favorites
    2 votes, average: 5.00 out of 52 votes, average: 5.00 out of 52 votes, average: 5.00 out of 52 votes, average: 5.00 out of 52 votes, average: 5.00 out of 5 (2 votes, average: 5.00 out of 5)
    You need to be a registered member to rate this post.     Loading ... Loading ...
    Genre(s):
    Rating:
    fanfiction(s):
    Character(s): N/A
    Number of Comments: 11
    Words: 5575
    Story Shortlink: https://lesfan.com/?p=59241
    Author Notes:

    Part 1 of 3: “A Reason”

     

    Helena didn’t say anything.  She felt she had no right to agree or disagree. She had caused enough pain and once again, she didn’t know what she was doing riding in Bette’s car. Her gaze slowly turned back to her personal chauffeur.  “You know Bette, some of my best memories are with you.” 

     

    Bette smiled before responding.  “And mine with you.”   Helena was surprised at this information.  She thought the road of her friendship had been repaved with an expansive highway of Tina’s love.   

     

    “Remember all the walks we took when all we could do was cry Bette?”

    “I do.”

    “Remember the day the tears suddenly stopped and we both laughed until we cried?  It was like we were so accustomed to crying that we didn’t know how to be happy anymore.  And that was sad.”

    “It was so sad that it was funny.”

    “Indeed.”  Helena laughed.

    “That was one of the best days of my life Hel.  It felt so good to laugh, you know?  It was nearly orgasmic.”  Shit.  I shouldn’t have said that.

    “It really was a wonderful day Bette.”   Helena smiled genuinely.  

     

    The lump in Bette’s throat made it difficult for her to speak.   “You were my saving grace Hel and I’ll never forget that.  I’ll always be indebted to you for helping me get myself together when I felt like I was dying.”  Bette’s voice wavered while her view of the road became increasingly blurry.

     

    Helena‘s eyes filled to capacity as she peered out of her window to compose herself.  Unable to gather the courage to look at the driver of the car, she looked straight ahead.  “I was so glad I could help.  I just wish my feelings for you hadn’t gotten in the way.”  

     

    “Fucking hindsight.” Helena whispered to herself. 

     

    “But, you knowwe did have a lot of good times despite the awful hell that brought us together.”

    “Absolutely.”

    Helena hesitated and softly stated.  “I just wonder how we get it back.”

     

    A pregnant pause filled the vehicle.  “I don’t know if we can.”  Bette quietly admitted. 

     

    Helena returned to her previous reclining position and slammed her eyes shut in an attempt to suppress the waterfall that was on its way.  She realized what Bette said was true and thought about happier times while Bette drove.  Do not cry Helena.  Do not cry.  Do not cry.

     

    “I bet you’re really tired Hel. Try and get some rest.”

     

    Little did Bette know that rest was as unachievable as the resuscitation of their friendship.

     

    Bette admired a seemingly resting Helena and politely smiled.  Helena fought to keep the wails of sadness from escaping her mouth.  She lost the battle against her tears however, and resignedly swallowed the salty drops of liquid, along with her pride. 

     

     

     

    TBC –

    Page 5 of 512345
    «
    FF Main Page
    »

    Comments

    1. Ohhh soo sad, but so very true as well. You can’t have a more polar opposite than a powerful connection at the cost of a devestating seperation…the worst and best feelings in the world…pls post that next chp that is sitting in your computer…….PLLLSSSSeee xoxoxoxoxoxox

    2. okay, if i got it right: Helena came to Bette’s life for reason (to help her after bette’s husband left) and now this reason is gone and so is Helena…i haven’t read part 2 yet, but i hope part 3: lifetime is about B&T being right for each other for a lifetime…after the way s3 is going, i really hope that fan fic will remain a happy land for B&T…thanks greenie, you made my evening, after coming home from boring work and seeing 2 chapters from you, knowing how busy you are…btw, guess what i’m drinking? ;)

    4. Oh man, props to you again for an excellent chapter. As for my trip to San Fran., you better believe those Sea lions were driving me out of my ever-loving mind at the Pier. And that friggin smell! Strangely enough, all I could do was laugh and my friend was like, “Umm, the noise they’re making isn’t that funny.” Little did she know. Hollaback with part 3 when time allows, greentea.

    6. “Both Helena and Bette missed the friendship they once shared, but neither woman wanted to cause the other stress by trying to revive something they both knew was dying.”… “Lving without you…Is like living in a world of constant fear…Hear my plea (hear my plea)…I’ve got to make you see (gotta make you see)…That our love is dying (our love is dying)…”

    7. Damn! For some strange reason my last comment wasn’t posted :( Well, you can imagine what I wrote: the story is GRRREAT, hot, sexy, interesting, fun, crazy, sensual… I absolutely love how you write. Just one plea: be nice to poor Helena!!! And keep posting! ;) A fan from the Old Continent

    8. Greentea, great chapter as always. I feel how you do about season 3, pls don’t do to Tina what IC has, she has taken the character we all know and love to soemthing dark. At least in FF we can see them how we want/

    9. Wow once again I am feeling sorry for Helena. A friend gave me a theory which as Season 3 goes on I have been giving more and more thought. The theory goes that for some reason Tina and Helena have switched bodies. The Tina you see before us in S3 is really Helena in Tina ‘s body and the Helena in S3 which we are all begining to like is in fact Tina in Helena’s body. It just makes so much sense. And you with today’s addition have added to that theory as I am feeling so sorry for Helena here. Great job.

    10. Wow Greentea, not only one but two post in one night. This is truly an exciting day for me. The computer is recovering at a slow, yet steady pace. It may be intensive care for a week or two depending on how you go with the other two parts of this trilogy. Off to read second part.

    Leave a Reply