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Talice Lovers: Chapter 1
Alice tries to touch Tasha on the arm Tasha moves away, but doesn’t make a big step to move fast; she’s wiping the tears on her face with the arm that she pulled away from Alice. Alice says, ”well, I guess we have no choice but to talk now;” ”look Tash, I can explain everything.” Tasha, looks at Alice, very intently; something in the way Alice looked back at her, (a look of understanding Tasha’s hurt) and says, ”ok, go ahead.”
Alice begins with you know how much I love you; while you were in Iraq, I was a wreck. I was obsessed with anything and everything about the war. I’d hear of bombings and wonder if you were anywhere near any of it. When I’d get your letters, I’d just feel so good for that moment, I’d read them, day after day until the next one came…I wished you’d do the video thing, but as you explained it in your letters, you just couldn’t and I understood. I had to talk to someone, so I talked to Phyllis.
Alice continues: Phyllis would be talking about being out, being involved with the lawyer. I’d tell her about us, how much I loved you. Well I guess she just needed a shoulder to lean on, cuz her and the lawyer are having problems…I was trying to be there for her one last time, cuz my intentions were to tell her that I was making a commitment to you and you alone and that I couldn’t be there for her like I had been anymore. There was nothing to it, nothing physical, nothing emotional, except that we were sounding boards for each other at the times we needed one…I was going to back away from the relationship, I was.
Tasha softly interrupts her, saying, ”you know how hard it was for me? I realize that I loved you when I left and I was just counting the days…that thought though that I’d not make it out alive, kept me from doing the videos…I wanted to be with you, but to give in to that would hurt me too much to go on and finish my duty…so I just did letters…I had to do something, I love you so much, but I didn’t do more out of survival, out of kicking the survival instinct into full gear, cuz one day, I really came to the conclusion that I needed to get the hell out of there and fast, cuz I couldn’t deal with not being with you anymore but why didn’t you tell me you were having lunch with her? To see her touching you like that, Alice that hurt me more than I can tell you.”I just want to understand why did you keep it from me.”Tasha please understand baby, I wanted to tell you; but I wasn’t thinking it was a big deal.”So what the fuck my feelings don’t matter anymore”Tasha says this moving closer to Alice to get an answer. ”Don’t say that Tash”your feelings matter to me. Alice grabs Tasha , pulling her close to her body. Stop,please just stop Tasha ( Tasha is trying to break free from hold ). Look at me Alice , do you think I just cry like this over anybody. I gave you my heart , my body and soul ; you didn’t trust me enough to tell me about your lunch date with Phyllis. Alice moves in to kiss her ,” I’m sorry Tasha , I never wanted to hurt you” she says this after she breaks from the kiss. Tasha can’t fight the feeling in her heart that she feels when Alice lips touched hers.In a very soft voice Tasha says ”my love doesn’t stop for you, and I’m mad at you for hurting me”.So does this mean you, before Alice could get the rest out ; Tasha leaned in and kissed her ( see when love is strong like that, it can conquer anything ” the little things anyway”) Alice feeling the hurt and anger in that kiss, made her go deeper. They didn’t notice Papi had left the key under the door hours ago. So they left,Alice wanting Tasha to come back to her place, but Tasha just wanted to go to her own place alone.
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I remember this story, I did not contribute either but I remember checking for and reading the new updates almost every day, it was great.