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    The L Wing – chapter 261

    Story written on April 23, 2009 by allyemmerson.
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    Bette and Tina sit up late with Shane

     

     

    Shane looks at me with her dark eyes and smiles

     

     

    “Not a woman to mix it up with “

     

     

    “I thought I was going to die – I couldn’t see how I was going to escape from the situation. Pinned down and facing death “

     

     

    Shane nods again “ I can match you there “

     

     

    “I know that – your ordeal went on for almost a week – what happened to me was over in about 10 minutes “

     

     

    Shane sips her coffee and looks away from me

     

     

    “I stopped going to bed because I knew that every night would be a horrific re-run of what happened “

     

     

    “Late night movies and repeats of repeats that you have already seen too many times “

     

     

    Shane laughs “ We should get a tee-shirt “

     

     

    “We will – you get better and I’ll get us a special tee-shirt made “

     

     

    “Do you still have nightmares or any lasting problems ?”

     

     

    “I still hate helicopters – I could never figure it out why and when I was getting therapy my doctor helped me see that it was because I was air lifted out of there by helicopter. You would think that I would love the sound of helicopters because it took me to safety but I don’t. There is a part of me that associates helicopters with what happened – so when I get into Marine One with Bette I just get the most irrational fear. But that aside – I don’t have nightmares and I don’t push Bette away from me. I think we were together almost despite my fears – when I started to get help I started to chill and really start to love and let Bette love me “

     

     

    Shane rubs a tear

     

     

    “I hope that happens with Carmen “

     

     

    “Don’t tie your recovery to anyone else – you are doing this for yourself – yes also because of how much you love Sophie and Carmen but you need to get your head right “

     

     

    “I don’t know if my head has ever been together “

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    1. Wonderful as always AllyE. That decision by Shane was the most important of her life. Addiction is so very hard on the person that is in the addiction and all those on the outside looking in as friends, lover,s mates and family because at some point all of them have been enablers of some sort. Shane will have a hard time with it but it is something with a lot of hard work she can overcome. And it will be an everyday thing for the rest of her life. As long as she has the support of Carmen and her family she should be able to continue in sobriety. The counselling will do a world of good for her and she has taken the most important first step in admitting that she needs help. Have seen this from countless people over a 20 yr. period in the legal field and from law enforcement. Spent 17 yrs. doing commitments everyday God sent us. When I first started it was usually 4-5 a month, when I left it was 4-5 a day, and sometimes more. It is unbelievable. Great chapter AllyE. Hope everything is going well for you and your mother. Take care and post when you can.

    6. Hello AllyE, Long time no comment. Life just keeps interrupting my ability to comment on your magnificent writing and most excellent story-telling. I am awe struck whenever I read your emotive words. I must admit a littel tear trickled down my cheek as I read this tragic and uplifting chapter. It was so sweet to have Bette and Tina offer all the love and support they could. This is genuine friendship. I do hope Shane is now in a good place to admit her failing and start her recovery. The bottom of the barrel has been reached so now is the4 time to pick yourself up, dust yourself off and start all over again. I do think Carmen is there waiting to see how Shane deals with this. FO s Sophie’s sake I woant these two to reunite. Just so precious. Thank you so much for this wonderful adventure. Your Loyal Fan.

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