“But I don’t even have a knife” I say trying to get away from her.

“I’m teaching you how to use the knife, not to find one”

She comes towards me, I hit her on her face and she stops and looks at me… she didn’t like that. She swings the knife at me like crazy, I try my best not to get hit but she pushes the blade IN my shoulder and I fell to the floor in pain. I scream as I try to crawl backwards. I see a big knife in the floor so I grab it with my good hand, get up and swing at her but none of them landed… she’s quick. She swings one more time and I pull away but not fast enough and she cuts my face. Not a deep cut but it hurt. Then she hits me, and my knife falls from my hands. I feel like I can’t breath. My shoulder is bleeding and the pain is so bad I feel dizzy… I’m loosing so u blood. I can’t see very clearly… all I see is red. I try to get back but she buries her blade on my leg so I can’t move. I scream and the whole room starts spinning. I can’t focused and I can’t see… I-I…

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“Ughh….” I wake up breathing hard and wet… in the pool again. I’m mad… I don’t want to keep this up… I can’t… I get out of the pool. My shoulder feels like is burning, I start walking but I fall, not being able to hold my weight because of my hurt leg, who’s bleeding. I cry and cry and no one comes. Everything hurts… I feel cold and I don’t want to keep trying no more… I feel like I’m gonna die. I lay down completely and try to even my breathing. I’m crying like a baby but I can’t stop. This whole thing feels like hell…. I can’t… I can’t breath… come down come down

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 I manage to steady my breathing and I feel dizzy again… times passes and I don’t know for how long I’ve been laying in the floor… I can’t move… then I hear something… ‘something’, because I can’t understand what they are saying… someone gets closer to me and grabs me, but… I can’t see who it is… I can’t see. Everything is blurry and I… I can’t manage to form a word… they pull me up and drop me in the pool again… I feel cold….cold… I don’t….