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The Roommates: Chapter 32
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From: Sidney Davis
Sent: Tuesday, November 29, 2005 3:36am
To: Bette Porter
Subject: Please Read
Bette,
I am the luckiest woman in the world if you are reading this email right now. I wouldnt blame you if youd just deleted it and pretended I never existed.
Last night feels like a horrible nightmare. I cant believe I would actually reach out and hit the one person that means the world to me. I feel like a wife-beater apologizing for a drunken night of abuse. You deserve so much more Bette. I cant believe we ended up in lock-up. I cant believe I started our little tiff and that it escalated so quickly.
I know this isnt an excuse but I was so upset and so hurt that I felt like I was outside of my own body. I just wanted you to feel the hurt I was feeling. Isnt that why you slapped me? I never thought wed be hurting each other like this so early in our relationship.
Youre in love with Tina? Bette, where did this come from? I know I fucked up. I know that I betrayed you. I did something really stupid. But now, I feel completely humiliated. How long have you been seeing Tina? How long has she been a *****? How long, Bette? Wasnt I good enough for you? What did I do? You said you made love to her. I thought I was your first. Was I or have you just been lying to me?
I know you are pissed, but Im trying to understand what the ***** happened to us. I feel like Im walking around in the ***** twilight zone.
I also want you to know that this thing with Angela, that wasnt about you, babe. It wasnt about anything you did or didnt do. I was just being selfish.
I know that you said you are in love with Tina, but I really wish you would sit down with me and talk to me. Maybe we can have lunch some timein a public placewith no fighting.
Again, Im sorry for the pain Ive caused you. Im sorry that we have come to this point. And at the end of the day, Im just sorry.
Ill love you always, Bette
Sidney
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Bette sat there for a moment, re-reading her ex-girlfriends words before responding. Her brow furrowed in confusion and she felt a knot in the pit of her stomach. The email had not been the bastion of information shed hoped it was. Instead, she now had more questions than answers. Her slender fingers moved swiftly across the keyboard.
Sidney,
We need to talk. If you can, lets meet for lunch tomorrow in your dorm. If I dont hear back from you, Ill assume that 1:00 will be a good time and Ill see you then.
Bette
Bette clicked send and prayed she was doing the right thing. As she sat there, doubt clouding her mind, she missed Tina. She needed to feel Tinas touch. She needed to feel that love. It had been nearly 6 hours since shed last seen Tinas smile. To her, that was just too long. And as she moved to slide Sidneys card in between two of her books on the bookshelf, Bette felt the tears snake their way down her cheeks. Her body and mind craved the reassurance of Tinas love and she knew that it would be hours before shed see the love of her life.
This was Tinas late day. She had class until 4 and then she usually met with David and Kara to discuss their work over dinner. Bette needed her badly. She wiped at her tears and looked at the balloons, flowers, and teddy bear resting on the floor. She didnt have the heart to look at them, but she didnt quite have the nerve to throw them away. Trapped in her own paralysis, she decided to relocate. This room had way too much baggage.
Bette grabbed her things and headed out to study at the library..alone.
TBC (To Be Continued)
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(67 votes, average: 3.96 out of 5)
No, Bette, no!!!
A spurned lover who won’t let go soon becomes a stalker!
Forget about Sidney!!!!
Thanks for posting another chapter!
OMG……she is talkin to Sydney……..that isnt good…….
Bette has been rather wishy-washy now hasn’ she? Is this the part where “lesbians process everything?” :-). Love the story, thanks for posting again.
i have a bad feeling about this…please post soon!!!
Return of the Drama. Great. Good Job.
This can only be bad! Bette, whattya thinkin’? Word to techgal..Bette may need a slap upside the head here…
i wish sidney would take a one-way trip to ByeByeLand. It’s a land very far away from Tina-and-Bette=Perfect Land. I like that idea. yes indeed. oh and the scene where Tina sits on Bette’s face about 2 chapters back was so hot my PC’s a little charred. It survived though. I don’t know if I fared so well, because that was HOT!!! I second Gia’s previous suggestion..sounds like a wonderful idea.
Hey maybe I am being naive but maybe they could end up being friends. Okay I know wishful thinking. Great chapter again, you give all your characters such life, awesome.
NOOOOOOOOOOOO…she’s gonna go see that SKANK?!! Ugh!! Bette has Tina…what more could she ask for?! Tina’s DA BOMB (whoa, haven’t heard that in a while…lol)…Bette needs to just completely severe her ties with Ms. Sidney SLUTYHO!!:-D
By the way, thanks for the shout out, I feel so special. You’re welcome by the way, I meant what a said, you’re a natural born writer…you’re awesome at it…believe me, your story has pulled me away from more than one major assignment:-) It’s that good, anyhoos, this comment is long enough don’t you think? ‘Til next time…keep up the good work and thanks again!! Aloha
oh this isn’t good
Let sleeping dogs lie, Bette. Do not open yourself up for anymore of Sidney’s deceptions or misguided intentions. Thanks for the post.
Wow, harsh comments this time. I think you hit it right on. Everything in college is so DRAMATIC and MEANINGFUL, all at a time when these young adults are trying to figure themselves out. Of course Bette needs to talk to Sidney. Maybe this will be their first lesson in failed love, but a successful friendship. They’re probably going to be art history majors and have zillions of classes together, so they should find a way to make peace. BTW, Sidney’s communications were so heartfelt. Great job!! As usual, just have to tell you I’m loving this story. Thank you.
Nooooo please Bette Forget Sidney….great chapter as always keep up the good job…love it
I don’t know about the rest of ya’ll but when I had my first lesbian big college love we just skipped class and stayed in bed. Going to class is how you get in trouble!! Love the story especially when I get 3 posts in 1 day. Write on my talented friend.
drama drama drama oh how much we are in love with drama…
Sidney doesn’t deserve her
Give your head a shake Bette! Sidney steppin’ out wasn’t a one off.
Great update.
I have a feeling there is some drama coming up. Well done, this was a good processing chapter.
Bette don’t do it…let Sidney go…not sure if she really loves Tina as much as she thinks…great story girl!
sniff…such a complicated situation…this story rocks! but i hope bette will not go back to sid…
Well Bette talking to Sidney can be a good or bad thing. Tina could find out what Bette is up to or they can get into another fight. But I understand where Bette is coming from she doesn’t to have a grudge with anyone and I understand that completely.
Well I hope this is the final talk of Bette and Sidney on tomorrow and hope she will work it out and nothing else. Please post soon, thank you!
Nooooo ~ ‘just say no’ Bette! I’m fighting against the meds to stay awake now, MTS…will check often for a possible early am post since I’m still on my 2 hr AR high :) Oh the drama you put us fans thru…but we love it!
Friggin A…damn Sidney…I, ughh…yeah…LOL. Can you tell Bette is frustrating me? I love this chapter, but maybe it would be better if Sid and Bette didnt meet in her dorm room…oh i can sense the drama coming…500 STARS!!!
Like I wrote in your previous chapter…I’m losing my touch…you’ve been updating your story at lightening speed…hehe…haven’t read this chapter yet, so I better get a cracking on it:-P…OooOoo, I see Sidney in most of the comments…now I really must read on…be back in a few;-)