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“OK. Let’s go into the living room so we don’t disturb the baby.”
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Bette went into the kitchen for a bottle of red wine, then met Tina in the living room. She poured the wine, only filling the glasses a quarter of the way and handed one to Tina. They sat on either end of the sofa with their legs folded facing each other. Tina took a sip of wine then placed the glass on the coffee table. Bette held onto hers. Not that she was drinking it but it gave her comfort just holding it in her hands.
Tina took a deep breath before she started talking. She knew it was bad between them but for Bette to think that she had some kind of ’sadistic personality disorder’ really drove home just how bad. They had so much to talk about but now wasn’t the time. All she needed to do now was to explain about Josh Becker to the extent that she herself understood it.
“First I want to apologize for blurting that out like that. It was insensitive and out of the blue. I can see how you might think that I was just being cruel. I didn’t do it to be cruel. It was selfish. I’m sorry.”
Bette just sat silently waiting for Tina to continue which she did after a pause.
“Remember when you asked me about Daddyof2 and Lindsey76? I told you I was online doing research for the Stay at Home Dad’s project.”
“Yes.” Bette answered softly.
“Well that was true, but I didn’t tell you everything. I did meet Daddyof2 online while I was doing the project. He seemed nice. Sometimes after we finished the research he would stay on and we’d chat. Pretty soon our conversations started getting a little more personal. I told him I was a lesbian and that I’d just had a baby. I swear I didn’t tell him anything personal that he could use to trace me or the baby. I always logged on under the pseudo name Lindsey76. Anyway one night after everyone left the chat room it was just him and me. Pretty soon we got onto the subject of sex. I admitted that after the baby I didn’t feel good about my body and I didn’t want you to see me naked.”
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Thanks BAT. A turning point you say but which way will you take us.
TINA needs a reality check.BETTE keeps hoping but if TINA continues on this path after the retreat and if the past is any indication of her intentions then BETTE is just fighting for nothing.Cyber sex or wtf ever is still sex.Maybe she needed to tell BETTE but it was the delivery not the content of the message.pps thanks
I am still reading, but it is very difficult to read this. It is a good thing that Tina talked to Bette but it was better if she had done that in the beginning. They need to take a break and Bette is right in that.
In my opinion they should break up and work at them selfs to grow and be a better person , maybe after their time out they can begin to work at their relationship.
But for now i really dislike Tina ,and Bette deserves more and needs to grow back to the confident, strong Alpha she was without losing her kind loving side.
Ok, back to celebrating my birthday!
Can I say that I hate Tina very much at this moment. And is Bette really willing to ‘let Tina explore her feelings’ for Josh – what exactly is it that she expecting and would she really take Tina back if she were to let Josh fuck her? That’s something so out of character for her that I don’t believe that is what I think she is telling Tina to do. Hopefully Tina thinks really hard before giving into what she thinks she wants/needs because it could damage their already shaken relationship beyond repair.
I really have a lot of faith in your storytelling but at this point I just want Bette to get as far away from Tina as possible and find herself someone else after she put herself back together to her strong confident self.
Thanks for this part! I hope Tina uses the time out to rethink her situation. My theory was always that Tina suffered from post-natal depressions and that made her so …aaarrrrrgh! ;)
I’m glad that you gave us her thoughts on the situation, it feels at least not quite as frustrating as it did in the show. Please don’t let her follow through with her attraction to Josh (or men) and have her sleep with him. I never saw Tina as a woman how would do the ‘tit for that’ thing to get back at Bette for her infidelity.
Chatting is a start, even if it was Tina
admit to having feelings for Josh, and I hope this is just a
phase and not come to fruition because I’m dragging me
with difficulty to this story. It is sad to see this fight that our couple comes
taking, because unfortunately Bette and Tina are just two people living together and very close-by date.
The complete constellation.
When I posted this story the first time I received very similar comments and reactions to Tina’s behavior. I know this is difficult and in my opening Author’s notes I did say that Tina’s character would probably be worse (less likable) in my version than on the show. I’m not doing that to put Tina in a bad light or to make everyone ‘hate’ her. She’s actually a very tragic character in that she’s struggling with some very serious issues and she doesn’t know how to handle them. I agree that her outburst of ‘I fucked Josh Becker’ and her confession about the cyber-sex was ill-advised at that particular time. They were both in an emotional turmoil from all that had already taken place that night. Tina needed to unburden herself of the guilt without any thought to how Bette would receive it. Bette took it as if Tina was deliberately trying to hurt her, when in fact Tina was screaming out for HELP. Instead of recognizing the desperation Bette dismissed it and basically told Tina … “go figure it out yourself, I can’t tell you what to do.” Tina doesn’t have the balance and support that Bette has in her meditation, spiritual adviser, Dana, Lara and Kit. She’s stuck with Alice and Helena as her confidants. She doesn’t have an impartial person like an adviser or therapist to guide her through. That’s not to say that she doesn’t have free will to make the right choices, but I think Bette could have helped her more and maybe saved some additional heartache and heartbreak later on. Secondly Bette is not the martyr. Admittedly she’s taken some emotional abuse from Tina and she’s living with the fear that Tina could at any time take Angie away from her but she’s got history too. She’s not going to get a free pass in this story. They will both need to own up to their responsibility for the demise of the relationship and also for the re-building.