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“You told this to a total stranger on the internet?”
“I know it was stupid Bette. I just wasn’t thinking. I thought I was talking to a nice father of two. I guess I started trusting him. I needed to talk to someone.”
“That was the whole point of us seeing the sex therapist Tina.”
“I know. I wasn’t comfortable with her or with you there. I suppose I opened up to Daddyof2 because we were both anonymous or maybe because he’s a man. He told me that maybe I needed a man because most men don’t really care about stuff like that as much as women. I know it was ridiculous but it got me thinking about our relationship. In a way he was right. I did find myself more concerned with my physical appearance being with you than I ever did with any previous male lovers. I needed to have my pre-pregnancy body back before I could think of myself as being sexually attractive to you again.”
“Tina have I ever given you reason to think I wasn’t sexually attracted to you or that I didn’t find your body sexy? I loved it more especially when you were pregnant. You were carrying our baby. It almost killed me to see you with Helena, knowing that if I hadn’t fucked up so badly with Candace that it would have been me touching you, loving and having you. I will never not find you beautiful and sexy. Even though my body betrayed me, in my heart I knew you were all I could ever want. That hasn’t changed.”
“It wasn’t anything you said or did Bette. This is totally my issue. Though in my heart I knew I wasn’t being fair to you my head was somewhere else. I can’t really explain it but I hope I’m making some sense?”
“I don’t understand all of it but go on.”
“The sex talk became more explicit. He asked I ever fucked someone in cyberspace. He said he was hard for me and he encouraged me to visualize his hard-on and to touch myself and make believe it was him touching me. I swear Bette I’ve never done anything like that before or since but I was turned on by it. I was curious how far he would take it. At first I thought it was just a harmless game and we weren’t really doing anything but I was wrong. The thing is I fucked him Bette. I fucked Daddyof2 on the internet. I fucked him. I only did it once.”
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Thanks BAT. A turning point you say but which way will you take us.
TINA needs a reality check.BETTE keeps hoping but if TINA continues on this path after the retreat and if the past is any indication of her intentions then BETTE is just fighting for nothing.Cyber sex or wtf ever is still sex.Maybe she needed to tell BETTE but it was the delivery not the content of the message.pps thanks
I am still reading, but it is very difficult to read this. It is a good thing that Tina talked to Bette but it was better if she had done that in the beginning. They need to take a break and Bette is right in that.
In my opinion they should break up and work at them selfs to grow and be a better person , maybe after their time out they can begin to work at their relationship.
But for now i really dislike Tina ,and Bette deserves more and needs to grow back to the confident, strong Alpha she was without losing her kind loving side.
Ok, back to celebrating my birthday!
Can I say that I hate Tina very much at this moment. And is Bette really willing to ‘let Tina explore her feelings’ for Josh – what exactly is it that she expecting and would she really take Tina back if she were to let Josh fuck her? That’s something so out of character for her that I don’t believe that is what I think she is telling Tina to do. Hopefully Tina thinks really hard before giving into what she thinks she wants/needs because it could damage their already shaken relationship beyond repair.
I really have a lot of faith in your storytelling but at this point I just want Bette to get as far away from Tina as possible and find herself someone else after she put herself back together to her strong confident self.
Thanks for this part! I hope Tina uses the time out to rethink her situation. My theory was always that Tina suffered from post-natal depressions and that made her so …aaarrrrrgh! ;)
I’m glad that you gave us her thoughts on the situation, it feels at least not quite as frustrating as it did in the show. Please don’t let her follow through with her attraction to Josh (or men) and have her sleep with him. I never saw Tina as a woman how would do the ‘tit for that’ thing to get back at Bette for her infidelity.
Chatting is a start, even if it was Tina
admit to having feelings for Josh, and I hope this is just a
phase and not come to fruition because I’m dragging me
with difficulty to this story. It is sad to see this fight that our couple comes
taking, because unfortunately Bette and Tina are just two people living together and very close-by date.
The complete constellation.
When I posted this story the first time I received very similar comments and reactions to Tina’s behavior. I know this is difficult and in my opening Author’s notes I did say that Tina’s character would probably be worse (less likable) in my version than on the show. I’m not doing that to put Tina in a bad light or to make everyone ‘hate’ her. She’s actually a very tragic character in that she’s struggling with some very serious issues and she doesn’t know how to handle them. I agree that her outburst of ‘I fucked Josh Becker’ and her confession about the cyber-sex was ill-advised at that particular time. They were both in an emotional turmoil from all that had already taken place that night. Tina needed to unburden herself of the guilt without any thought to how Bette would receive it. Bette took it as if Tina was deliberately trying to hurt her, when in fact Tina was screaming out for HELP. Instead of recognizing the desperation Bette dismissed it and basically told Tina … “go figure it out yourself, I can’t tell you what to do.” Tina doesn’t have the balance and support that Bette has in her meditation, spiritual adviser, Dana, Lara and Kit. She’s stuck with Alice and Helena as her confidants. She doesn’t have an impartial person like an adviser or therapist to guide her through. That’s not to say that she doesn’t have free will to make the right choices, but I think Bette could have helped her more and maybe saved some additional heartache and heartbreak later on. Secondly Bette is not the martyr. Admittedly she’s taken some emotional abuse from Tina and she’s living with the fear that Tina could at any time take Angie away from her but she’s got history too. She’s not going to get a free pass in this story. They will both need to own up to their responsibility for the demise of the relationship and also for the re-building.