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    Truly, Madly, Deeply: Chapter 6

    Story written on December 3, 2005 by buildmeupbreakmedown.
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    This can’t be life


    She knew that tone of voice meant that the lanky hairdresser was far away in her mind before she was interrupted. Carmen turned her head to look into the clouded deep green depths of Shane’s eyes, attempting to read her thoughts through the window to her soul.


    Taking note of the concerned look in her girlfriends eyes, Shane brushed a few stray hairs from Carmen’s face. “Really Car, I’m fine.”


    “What were you thinking about?” asked Carmen as she rolled onto her side, never releasing Shane’s fingers from her own.


    She kept her eyes forward, not willing to look at Carmen. “Nothing, I was just spacing out.”


    “Shane, I love you but you can’t do this to me, you can’t shut me out all the time. All the things you don’t say frustrate me because it makes me think you don’t trust me.” She softly cupped the side of Shane’s face and turned it towards her, forcing her to look her in the eye.


    Her heart beat slightly faster at the touch, it was feeling only Carmen could give her and she would do anything in this world to keep it, event if it meant opening up. Inhaling deeply and then sighing out a shuddery breath, Shane told her what was on her mind. “You and Casey. You were more than just friends at school, weren’t you?”


    Carmen closed her eyes tightly. She had fought so hard to quell her feelings about her past and now they all came rushing back into her heart and her mind. Pain, regret, lust, unconditional love, happiness, unbridled anger, resentment… they were all there and it all made her chest tighter and her head lighter.


    Watching the affect those few words had on the one she loved the most made Shane’s heart twist into a painful knot. ‘I’m such a ***** idiot. how could I ask her something like that?’ She sat up and gently reached for the hand that was still on her face, bringing it down to the space between them and holding it there. “Baby if you don’t want to talk about it I understand. I’m sorry I brought it up.”


    Carmen snapped out of her emotional head rush and shook her head automatically. She wasn’t a hypocrite. She would never ask something of anyone that she wasn’t willing to do herself and with Shane, she would lead by example when it came to opening up.

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    1. Dat was off the chain!!!! Man you really got this whole thang down pack. Please post soon . . . and remember there’s no such thing as posting to much, lol;) Anyways,LYLAS, C-ya

    2. WOW! Casey really kicked Clive’s ass. My take on this is Carmen & Casey really seem to have a strong bond. Althopugh I do feel that bond is because of the history they shared as young lovers. Her connection to Shane is a more mature one. Its just going to take Carmen some time to decipher the emotions she feels for these two women. Excellent post, I just wouldn’t want to be in Carmens shoes right about now.

    4. I’m back again :), I just read this post a second time and a couple more questions came to mind. I also want to know the background on Casey and Carmen’s realationship. It seems like something pretty bad happened to cause them to separate/break-up like they did or if not that something bad happened to both of them similar to this insident and I hope you give us more insight on that . . . . Oh well just wondering.LYLAS, C-ya

    5. dang, casey kicked ass!! clive got what he deserved. that fight scene was well-written and intense! can’t wait to read carmen/casey’s story unfold, and for shane to tell hers. thx for the update. good luck on final exams. ^ – ^

    8. oh yeah that´s great.I feel sad for carmen´I think she was happy with casy, I hate if poeple lost each other.but hey she´s now with shane and I hope they will both work everything out.great update!

    9. This is a fantastic story. Please keep it coming. Give me more…soon. The drama and suspense are great…. but waiting for more is killing me. I luv it.

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