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    When Hope Is Lost,

     

    There was a photograph of Allyn, Bette and… James? Wow, he had also escaped LA for New York to work with Bette again. In a comforting way, Tina was very grateful for that information as James had always been so good for Bette to work with. He knew her inside and out and kept her sane in a crazy world. She knew he was a blessing to her wife. That thought made Tina’s heart smile for the first time in a long time

     

    She gently touched the computer screen and her wife’s face as she gazed at the photo of Bette… her heart spoke to her as did the baby growing inside her. She had just kicked Tina’s hand to say something to her mom. Tina smiled and said back to her, “Yes, she is your beautiful other mom and we are going to figure this out. She needs you as you need her. At least I now know where she is.”

     

    Tina gazed at her love’s photo some more, missing her so much and then noticed that she had lost weight as she looked thinner. Not unhealthy but cutting it close. Bette did this when she was stressed and Tina knew the cause of that stress had been her. For now, she had to figure out her next move. Maybe another email, explaining that she knew where she was and emphasis that a conversation was needed.

     

    She knew that Kit was right that if they pushed Bette before she was ready, she might bolt again. Well, she had plenty of time on her hands so she decided to sit there and try and write her love another email that hopefully she’d reply to this time.

     

    The baby’s arrival time was just around the corner and Tina was now on maternity leave. She wanted to have the birth at home but after talking with Dr. Wilson, it was decided that she could use a midwife at the birthing center in the hospital because of the size of her baby girl. It had all been discussed and arranged for that Kit and the others would be there for her during the baby’s birth. Tina had so wanted Bette to be with her at the birthing of their daughter, but she knew that that time of them being together for this event wasn’t there yet… unfortunately. Shane was set to film the birth for Bette.

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    1. Wow Bette has to be on emotional overload. I hope she has time to let all this sink in before Tina drops another bomb with her hidden pregnancy. I think if Tina wants to fight for Bette then she needs to do the uprooting and move to NY. Bette has made so much more progress and now has a life and family that love her in an environment she can flourish in. Tina, LA and their selfish friends would only bring her down, and the only reason she would return would be out of a sense of obligation to the child. I’m glad Tina is making progress but it appears her main motivation for doing any work on her self image is because she wants to get Bette back. She needs to do it for herself. Bette’s changes, her improvements and self-discovery were motivated by wanting to be a better Bette for Bette. The journey to herself and for herself allows her to really appreciate all the good things in her life. She has such a more position outlook of the person she is meant to be for herself which opens her heart, soul and mind to all the blessings she is receiving from others. I hope Tina will find that sort of self-knowledge too. She’s got to love herself before she can love and be lovable. Her journey shouldn’t be about getting Bette back and definitely not about using the baby as collateral to force Bette back into a life she ran away from. Thank you for this story. I’m always looking for new updates.

    2. If she’s willing to fight, then Tina (and the baby) will most likely have to leave her life L.A. and be ready to embark on a new one, because I don’t see Bette leaving NY now. Thanks for posting.

    3. Great update. So happy that both of them are finding themselves in a better place so that when contact is made they will be better able to talk to and forgive one another. And I hope it is really soon so that Bette and Ozzie can be there for the birth, especially Bette. It will be a awonderful time for them with Ozzie looking like Tina and Angelica looking like both of them. Can hardly for it all to happen since Bette had already wished for Tina to be with her when she first saw her mother. Tina write that letter now and explain about the baby and your counseling sessions and you want to see her again soon. Thanks.

    4. I am glad that Tina has been making progress with her demons too. Now that they both have gotten to better places they will be better able to communicate with one another. Thanks for the update!

    5. Well I’m glad to be hearing from Tina, these past three updates have been amazing and overwhelming for Bette …I hope kit tells Bette about Tina and the baby many that will make her call sooner

    6. I feel like I have missed so much since the last time I was on the site..prolific writing and such a good story with so many turns… Emotional roller coaster for all.. And a very sheepish Tina who now realises the depth of her mistake… It’ll will be a tough road ahead… Love it Sue… So glad you decided to start writing! Kx

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