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When Hope Is Lost,
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As she sat there, she paused and thought about the last six months and realized that she was sitting in such a different place in her life than ever before. With weekly sessions with her counselor, she had made huge progress in her own healing from her past. She was able to process the abuse and learn from it what she could and was now moving forward with her life. She was now ready to do everything in her power to fight for and win back her one true love.
She knew that she had much to do to make up for with her own frailties. Her passive aggressive nature and stubbornness had been discussed and she was finally able to take ownership of those aspects of her being and see how she could approach parts of her life differently. She was working on her communication skills and understanding how she had to be a better and more efficient communicator in a relationship to keep it alive and successful.
Her stubbornness only hurt her in the long run. She could see that clearly now.
Tina also realized and understood the depth with which she had hurt her wife emotionally. As much as Alice and other women Tina encountered wanted her to move forward with her life without Bette, she knew, as her counselor had pointed out to her, sometimes things happen for a reason and we don’t always get to know what that is at the time.
Utilizing her intuition and her emotions, her heart and soul were telling her that her time with Bette wasn’t quite finished yet. She now understood her mistakes of her past in not sharing important parts of herself with her partner, and reacting in a negative fashion weren’t what one might call mature. She had a better understanding of her past choices and decisions and how they had negatively affected her relationship with not only Bette but also with others.
Tina, with the help of her counselor, now had better strategies to deal with her life and her relationships, and with her decisions and choices about various facets of her life. Her understanding of how depression had adversely affected her life was also a turning point for her. She felt like she had gained so much self-knowledge in the time that Bette had been away.
Tina smiled at herself as she recognized that she was now a new person, a better person and she would work hard to prove that to Bette. Her newfound goals were to be a good mom to her child and to be the best partner to her wife. She would now fight in whatever way she had to to get her relationship back with one gorgeous and amazing Bette Porter.
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Wow Bette has to be on emotional overload. I hope she has time to let all this sink in before Tina drops another bomb with her hidden pregnancy. I think if Tina wants to fight for Bette then she needs to do the uprooting and move to NY. Bette has made so much more progress and now has a life and family that love her in an environment she can flourish in. Tina, LA and their selfish friends would only bring her down, and the only reason she would return would be out of a sense of obligation to the child. I’m glad Tina is making progress but it appears her main motivation for doing any work on her self image is because she wants to get Bette back. She needs to do it for herself. Bette’s changes, her improvements and self-discovery were motivated by wanting to be a better Bette for Bette. The journey to herself and for herself allows her to really appreciate all the good things in her life. She has such a more position outlook of the person she is meant to be for herself which opens her heart, soul and mind to all the blessings she is receiving from others. I hope Tina will find that sort of self-knowledge too. She’s got to love herself before she can love and be lovable. Her journey shouldn’t be about getting Bette back and definitely not about using the baby as collateral to force Bette back into a life she ran away from. Thank you for this story. I’m always looking for new updates.
If she’s willing to fight, then Tina (and the baby) will most likely have to leave her life L.A. and be ready to embark on a new one, because I don’t see Bette leaving NY now. Thanks for posting.
Glad to see Tina willing to fight for Bette.
Just read all your updates on this story. Amazing thank you
Great updates. I am not a silent reader, but I cant comment as fast as you are posting.
Go for it Tina !Great story,thank you for the update.
Great update. So happy that both of them are finding themselves in a better place so that when contact is made they will be better able to talk to and forgive one another. And I hope it is really soon so that Bette and Ozzie can be there for the birth, especially Bette. It will be a awonderful time for them with Ozzie looking like Tina and Angelica looking like both of them. Can hardly for it all to happen since Bette had already wished for Tina to be with her when she first saw her mother. Tina write that letter now and explain about the baby and your counseling sessions and you want to see her again soon. Thanks.
I am glad that Tina has been making progress with her demons too. Now that they both have gotten to better places they will be better able to communicate with one another. Thanks for the update!
Well I’m glad to be hearing from Tina, these past three updates have been amazing and overwhelming for Bette …I hope kit tells Bette about Tina and the baby many that will make her call sooner
I feel like I have missed so much since the last time I was on the site..prolific writing and such a good story with so many turns… Emotional roller coaster for all.. And a very sheepish Tina who now realises the depth of her mistake… It’ll will be a tough road ahead… Love it Sue… So glad you decided to start writing! Kx