-Why?
Do you always do this to me?
Why?
Couldn’t you just see it through me?
How come? I feel like this. Like you just don’t care at all.
Do you expect me to believe, i was the only one to fall.-

Jenny lead the way into the College building. She turned to Shane before she entered one of the rooms and mutted.
“Wait here, i shouldn’t be too long…Hopefully. Wish me luck!” Jenny smiled, looking slightly nervous at the same time.
“Erm…Good luck.” Shane forced a smile. Then watched as Jenny left for the door, and out of sight.
Shane leant against the wall, she looked up and down the deserted corridors, before taking out her mobile and checking if she had any texts or missed calls. She closed it, anger rising, as she realised Carmen hadn’t managed to contact her again.
She cursed out loud, before pocketing the phone and leaning against the wall. Trying to with-strain the anger slowly building up. She was so closed up in her own temper, that she didn’t hear the pretty young girl walking down the corridor. Nor did she hear the words “Hello.” But she felt the nudge against her shoulder.
Shane’s eyes snapped up into the strangers eyes. She was quite stunned for a moment, but regained her composture after a few seconds.
“Hey…You know where the toilets are?” The young girl asked, innocently. She looked a little younger then Shane, probably young twenties. Brown hair, and eyes. She reminded her of Carmen slightly.
Shane shrugged. “I…” She thought for a moment. “I think i saw some on the way in.”
“Erm, thanks.” The girl smiled, catching Shane’s eye constantly. If Shane didn’t know better, she could swear this girl was eyeing her up. “Could you show me…Erm, what’s your name?”
“Shane…My name is Shane. And you are?” Shane smiled slightly. And for a few seconds, she forgot about Carmen and all her worries.
“Ashley. You don’t mind walking me too the toilets do you? Just i’m terrible with directions.” Ashley smiled innocently.
“Erm..It’s right down there…” But Shane cut herself off. This girl was diffinately giving her more attention then the advarage stranger. And this was obviously a come on, but should she take it? Her and Carmen hadn’t fell out properly… But then again, she was finally forgetting Carmen. And they probably wouldn’t last now, with Carmen’s family in the way, anyway. She tensed slightly, and nodded. “I’ll show you.”
Ashley smiled, gazing in to Shane’s eyes. They made their way down the corridor, and over to the toilets. Ashley paused in mid-step for a moment, and nervously mutted.
“Want to…Come in? They won’t see you..”
Shane gazed at the floor. Knowing she had two options. She could enter the toilets and probably get up to something, and deceive Carmen. Or she could leave now, and wait for Carmens phone call like a lost puppy. She shook her head, she wouldn’t be that puppy that waited for anyone.
Shane opened the bathroom door and entered. The bathroom was quite posh, to say it was merely a college. Ashley entered shortly after and immediantly made a pass for Shane. Shane knew this was her last chance to back out. But as she tried to say no, she could feel the old Shane being released through her veins like a drug. The old Shane who fucked about and didn’t care who she hurt, and didn’t care about love. And she couldn’t help but like what she was becoming. She grabbed Ashley by the collar of her shirt, and pulled her close embrasing her into a kiss. There lip’s touching, as Shane shivered. It was so strange to feel someone elses lips upon her’s who wasn’t Carmen. But at the same time it was a rush of excitement.
Ashley begain to guide one of her hands down Shane’s body, then pulled away quickly. Letting out a small yelp.
“YOU’RE A GIRL!?” Ashley half shouted, stepping backwards.
Shane stared strangely, and simply nodded. She hadn’t suspected Ashley had thought of her as a boy.
“I….*****…I thought you was a boy…” Ashley mutted, staring hard at the ground.
“Look…I’m sorry, i’ll go.” Shane shurgged, and made for the door. But she felt a hand grip her arm, and turned around to be gazing back into Ashley’s eyes.
“I can’t help who i’m attracted too…” Ashley sighed. “We can still *****.”
Shane smirked. She remembered saying something like “We can still *****” before…To a certain person…Too Carme-….No! She must forget her now. To take Carmens face from her mind, she wrapped a arm around Ashley’s shoulder and pulled her into a kiss. Sliding her tongue in to her mouth. Ashley returned the kiss, guiding her hands down Shane’s slender back, and pulling her closer. Shane pushed Ashley into a wall, and stepped over to her, guiding her hands along her *****. Ashley whimpered inside Shane’s mouth, as they started the kiss again, while running a hand through the boyish looking girls messy hair. Shane pushed her body into the younger form, feeling her up and down with frantic hands. She hadn’t felt this way in a while…The feeling of being with someone she had no tie’s with.
Shane guided her hand over the girls body, feeling her ***** between her fingers and rubbing them gently. She now had the girl under her submission. As she usually did in these situations.
Just as Shane was going to touch lips again, someone entered through the door. Ashley immediantly pushed Shane away from her, and the two girls tried to arrange themselves for the newcomers. It was a girl and her friend that entered. Luckily, Shane didn’t know either. Instead, she left the bathroom in a daze. Ashley exited with her, and took Shanes arm.
“Where are you going?” Ashley asked slowly.
Shane shook her head, staring at the ground hard. “I don’t….Don’t know..”
Ashley cocked her head to the side slightly, then scanned the area for another place for them to finish what was started. She saw an empty classroom and gestured to Shane. Shane, yet again, had another option whether she should go any further, and she would of walked away, if only she could resist.
Ashley entered the room first, Shane following closely. This room was much bigger, and more efficent. Tables alined infront of them, in neat rows. Shane purred…Perfect.
Shane didn’t waste anytime. She knew if she didn’t go through with it now, she wouldn’t ever. Not only that, but Jenny could’ve already left the classroom and awaiting her arrival. So, quickly she pushed Ashley on the table, not taking much care to lie her down gently. Not that Ashley seemed to mind. Shane begain sliding the girls top off, pulling it over her head and tossing it aside. She then worked her way down to Ashleys jeans, pulling on them softly, before un-buttoning them. Before she continued to take off her pants, Shane decided to give more attention to Ashleys slim upper body. She felt it between her fingers, then leant forwards and licked upwards from her belly button too her neck, and then started nibbling softly at the side of Ashleys neck. Ashley whinced in passion, she held Shane close to her body, running her finger’s along Shane’s slender back.
Shane sucked on the girls neck a little longer, before taking down her pants. Ashley helped, kicking them off. Then She wrapped her arms around Ashleys shoulders and un-did her bra. Ashley bit her lip innocently, sitting back.
“You’ve seen me…Now let me see you…” Ashley smiled a not-so-innocent smile. Her eyes flashing with excitement.
Shane grinned slighly, cocking her head to the side, in her usual ‘Shane’ stance. She moved closer, giving the submissive girl chance to be dominent. Ashley didn’t waste much time, she un-did the buttons on Shane’s top and slided it down her shoulders, then run her index finger along her chest and inbetween her *****. “So…You are female.” Ashley mutted. A hint of dissapointment in her voice.
“We don’t have to do this if you’re not into women…” Shane mutted slowly, backing off slightly. But Ashley merely pulled her closer and shook her head.
“As i said before, i can’t help who i’m attracted to.” Ashley said, running her tongue along her buttom lip in a surgestive way. As Shane moved closer, Ashley un-did her bra, and ran her hands over them. “You’re so different from…”
“A man?” Shane finished.
Ashley nodded slowly. “Yes…In a way…” Shane could no longer contain it inside herself any longer. She wanted to give this girl an experience she would never forget. And partly, she wanted to move it on because Carmen was beginning to enter her mind again. Shane slided her hands down the girls pants slowly, the girl tensed slightly. Not used to being touched by a girl, she hessitated for a second, and then nodded for the boyish girl to continue.
“Look, i won’t do this if you don’t want me too.” Shane mutted. But Ashley replied with a kiss.
Shane inserted her finger inside the girl, slow at first, so the taker could get used to it. Ashley moaned slightly, but then bit her lip embarassed. Shane smirked to herself, and leaning her head onto Ashleys shoulder, she inserted her finger deeper and faster inside Ashley, while holding her with the other hand. Ashley threw her head back, and moaned slightly, still biting down on her lip until it bled, it was too intense for her too handle. She knew if she didn’t contain herself, she would moan and someone would hear. The pattern continued, Shane going deeper and faster with each thurst. And Ashley getting even more carried away to the point where Shane had to clamp her free hand around her mouth, to stop her groans.
Then she felt herself *****, as Shane begain to calm her motion with her hand. Shane felt Ashleys head fall on to her shoulder, and her breathing heavy and short. She drew her fingers out and wrapped her arms around Ashleys exhuasted frame. Ashley clutched the dominent females back, her finger nails almost digging into Shane’s skin.
Shane closed her eyes. And for a moment, she felt like the old Shane. Having ***** in random places, with random females. Having the thrill and excitement of giving someone a pleasurable experience. And then the emotion faded, and was replaced with guilt.